slack the whole day le... but i think it's worth it... cos i spend my whole day online... watching some clips... very interesting leh... it's a taiwan radio website... inside got lotsa clips on idols like Stefanie Sun, Jolin Tsai, Jay Chou, SHE, Mayday, Cyndi Wang, Angelia Chang, A Mei, Willber Pan and many many more... those people if u all are interested can go and c c look look loh... but if u all dun have broadband then i think u all dun waste ur time... cos some people try le wait half day also cannot watch...

http://www.kiss.com.tw/NEW_KISSNET/Media/SuperStar/index.asp

ya.. after watching many of these clips i found out one thing... it's very difficult to b a singer... cos u all noe hu is li sheng jie??? the one singing chi xin jue dui and shou fang kai tt one??? ya... when he is in taiwan hor... his autograph session very quiet and they dun scream or respond much... then poor him have to try his very best to leave a good impression and realli work hard so tt he will earn support frm fans... but for some cases like wang lee hom... jay chou... jolin tsai... wang xin ling... is very high loh... people keep screaming and shouting loh... haha~ realli tong ren bu tong ming...

but no matter wad... realli enjoy watching all these clips... it's unlike singapore those wu liao interview... those clips they record almost the whole thing... unlike wad we c in tv... all cut short one... hee~

tml going to work le... but they say no need to wear very formal... so i will just go there in tee shirt and jeans... hee~ cya... update u all again tml... gonna go slp le... if not tml panda liao... (hopefully i can slp after so many night sleeping late...)

before i am busy again... ...

heyhey... i sound very high hor... but acutally nothing to b high abt la... *pengz* trying my very best to enjoy myself b4 i start work again...


for the past 2 days... i have been going back sch (both chung cheng and ny) to settle some things and also accompany huang siyun lao shi to eat lunch... haha~ and lotsa shopping... cause siyun need lotsa clothes for work... but it seems quite difficult huh... some too ex then some too big/small... aiyo so ma fan... hee~


meet melissa today... she go back to "give" ms lai her bdae card... and also accompany me la... and we went k box again... haha~ singing with her very hua2 suan4... cos 3/4 of the time u will b the one singing... haha~ and today the people beside us very entertaining also... keep singing very wierd thingy and also go out of tune one... very happy cos i manage to sing almost all the songs tt i wanna sing... haha~ i think melissa quite peng la... singing with this siao gal... suddenly so emotional... then suddenly keep smiling and screaming... hee~ i will miss singing when i start work... *sobz*


ya... then i think i realli crazy abt wang leehom le la... haha~ i think he is overtaking jay chou soon... "suddenly" realise leehom is VERY TALENTED!!! haha~ he can b cute, cool and shen1 qing2... ... think i will start collecting his past albums and other stuff (provided i can find them)... i keep watching his mtv just now... i think melissa will tell u all how crazy i am...and i think i am crazy abt the 9 o'clock show at channel 8 also... haha~ but bcos i like all those crying scenes and all the educational thingy... but is bcos i think tay ping hui is quite cute also... actually i onli watch in detail when it's his turn... look forward to the story between him and the other gal (dunno her name)... haha~ though it's quite expected type of plot la... hee~ hey u all dun think i crazy abt guys k??? cos i think i sound very crazy and mad... hee~ mayb i am too bored ba...


fri start work le... haiz... hope everything will b fine... and ya enjoy myself there... then sat MAY have alumni meeting... jin wen and kenny havent reply yet... so will have to depend on these 2 guys le... if not have to postpone le... then royston will peng and start nagging again... haha~ just joking... and poor me now every sunday have to wakie early to go teach tution... haiz... bcos of the job... then the kid's mum ask me to go down every sun and the other one will b either a tues or thurs evening... after my work... again... i sound like i am crazy abt money... actually i feel like gving up the tution one... cos the kid realli lazy and slow... but ya... it will b very bad if i just leave like tt leh... so c how long i can endure ba...

Zixin advance bdae... new job... earthquake... application...

i just came back frm downstairs... my area here got "earthquake"... at first i still tot how come i so dizzy... then until lotsa ppl shouted and ask ppl to go downstairs etc... then my mum came and ask me to go down loh... ya... but now everything okie le... so scary... this means tt indonesia is going to suffer again... haiz... realli hope for world peace ya...


anyway... halfway through my "essay writing"... went to apply under Ntu Discretionary Criteria... actually did it for fun long long ago... but bcos of the appraisal form... then i cancel it yesterday... BUT today talk to perfect 5 then i think realli no harm trying loh... so i try to sms my CT la... and surprisingly he reply super fast and willing to help me... at first i tot quite troublesome ma... hee~ ya... so poor me have to retype everything again... cos i didnt save the previous one ( as i did it for fun?!) haha~ quite impressed with wad i wrote... haha~ esp the personal essay... much better than wad i wrote previously... hee~ the previous one too kiddy and funny le... :p


ZIXIN!!! happy advanced birthday ya... though u so bhb noe tt we going to celebrate w u today... hee~ realli hope tt u like the present ya... though we onli went shopping today... but it also requires some effort k? haha~ and hope tt u enjoy ur trip there... have lotsa fun ya... and update me as soon as possible... hee~


btw i got a new job le... working in IRAS... starting on the 1st april... not april fool joke k? ya... doing some customer svs thingy... hope is okie... i hope wont get scolding from people...*pray for me k?* and realli glad for siyun tt she got a job too... teaching chinese in chung cheng... so jealous loh... shld b quite fun la... huang lao shi... jia you wor... dun b bullied by the kids... and if got any lobang must tell me k??? haha~ best is perfect 5 all can go back and teach... then we will have company le... hee~


tml going down ny with zixin in the morning... to pass my CT the appraisal form while zixin get her CCA record and appraisal form?? then meeting huang lao shi... moral support... hee~ and also shun4 bian4 go back chung cheng to eat... hee~

arghz... this is dunno the ? time i change my blog template le... haiz... all thanks to the previous template... dunno y the background cannot b seen after 2 days... waste my time changing everything... haiz... now this one looks quite dull... but quite simple and nice la... just wondering wad i can put on the front page... tot of putting pix but the colour like not matching... thinking of putting quotations but dunno wad quotations to put... haiz... dun care le... leave it for the time being...

anyway 4 more days to hand in application to uni le... wonder wad will happen nxt...

exercise day... my cds...

hey ppl... c this pix? tell u wad... singapore realli likes to cheat ppl money loh... c la... the "upgrade" version will b out soon loh... when taiwan is out long long ago... they purposely one... after his autograph session... always like tt one... thinking of if i shld buy it or not... cos i just wan the mtv... haiz... sad sad...
and somemore lotsa singers releasing their album soon loh... need to think carefully wad to buy and wad not... coco second english album will b out tml... think i confirm will buy one... haha~ long time nv buy her album le... then april got FIR (8th april) and jolin... and many more actually... but these are the 2 tt interest me more... haha~ haiz...

anyway.. have a fun morning today... went kampong glam cc to play badminton with siyun, zixin and cindy... hee~ long time nv sweat so much le... haha~ think will have muscle ache tml le... hee~ but it's worth it... mayb we can have more activities like tt??? hee~

tml morning going tution with my ugly specs... no choice... and mayb go and collect it immediately after my tution if they are done... hee~ haiz... nowadays very hazy... ppl drink more water k? think it affects me to a certain extent... keep having headache and breathing prob... haha~

full full sharon...

hee~ actually i am very sleepy now... but cannot slp still cos i am still very FULL... haha~ just now went to plaza parkroyal singapore for dinner buffet... no special occasion... just went there to eat and enjoy ourselves... hee~ well the food there is very nice... but quite ex la... everyone abt $28 (of cos not including all the svs charge and gst la)... but lucky OUB card holder got discount... so ya... slightly cheaper loh...

too bad nv bring camera there... cos i meet them immediately after melissa... first time dare to eat oysters... yee... dun like the taste... feel like vomiting when i eat it... it taste very wierd though i put lotsa lemon on it le... and got tt kind of wierd wierd feeling... think i realli dunno how to appreciate nice food... nxt table got one couple eat like dunno wad... haha~ BUT lucky got lotsa other food tt suits me... sashimi... my favourite man... haha~ think today i eat a lotsa of salmon... very nice and fresh... somemore no need eat with sushi... so realli can eat a lot... and of cos all the sea cucumbers... prawns... soups... and many many... ... haha~ ppl hungry now??? haiz... realli wasted i nv bring camera... if not can show u all the nice nice food... and the nice nice deserts tt i made... hee~

well... this 2 days no contact lens to wear le... went for servicing... haha~ must wait till fri then can get it back... actually tot it's time to change a new pair le... but they say no need... haiz... still thinking if i shld change another pair of specs... so tt i can wear less contact lens in the future... cos they dun realli encourage me to wear it for long long hours... haiz... c how la... still think i look very wierd wearing specs... hee~

tml (or ltr) meeting cindy, zixin and siyun to play badminton... just nice... can help me burn away all the food tt i ate just now... haha~ think tml will b fun man... looking forward to it... hee~

WANG LEEHOM RULEZ!!!

though a tired day for me... but realli worth it... went tution in the morning... totally forget abt it until yesterday 3 plus then rem... haiz... not enough sleep loh... wakie so early to gv tution... somemore all the things she do today is wrong one... not a single qns correct... realli pek cek w her... very lazy har... end up actually i can leave at 10.30 but gotta leave at 11... so rush loh...

went bugis sembawang music shop to get the pass for the autograph session... BUT no more cd w pass le... (haha~ can c tt leehom is realli famous rite??) lucky i got lobang... cos i noe the gal working there... so she call the branch at city hall to gv me the pass... so i went to get it immediately la... hee~ and meet zixin in the train itself... ( i almost took the wrong direction loh... onli discover it when i saw the word "to boon lay" opposite me... then i tot i shld b in the train of tt direction and how come it's opposite me?!)

ya... when we reach there still quite okie la.. not many ppl yet and we sit there and wait loh... hee~ long time nv have "picnic" le... got treat frm zixin... haha~ thanks lotsa ya... ya and zixin actually wanted to accompany me to go c leehom onli.. end up she also buy an album... lucky u buy earlier... if not not stock le... (when it's my turn to get his autograph... all his album in IMM sold out le)

very happy today... realli MUST THANK ZIXIN for accompanying me... if not i will regret if i miss today's session... hee~ he realli talented loh... ya sang 2 songs... live... "yi shou jian dan de ge" and "forever love"... hee~ but quite pai seh la... cos this is my first time seeing him though this is his 10th album le... so lag... haha~ leehom rulz~~~

ya... meet cindy... shopping time again... me and zx buy some stuff for our tution kid... and lotsa food... and cindy bought a pair of shoes in suntec... for her work cos she need to dress formally... hee~


some pix for u all the b jealous...


balloons provided by the fan club... to b release after leehom sing the last song... quite good idea... somemore is their own idea...


the stage... with his cool cool look...


hee~ sing live ya... singing very good... feel like melting le...


haha~ my first male singer autograph tt i queue for... honoured sia...

Huang Cheng 2005

just reach home frm lau ba sa... went there for a drink and accompany cindy for her dinner cum lunch cum breakfast... gal har dun skip meal k? not good for ur health... later get gastric prob like me... went victorial theatre to watch hua chong annual performance... huang cheng ye yun... well i think this yr is even worse than last yr... i expect them to improve and so i gv them another chance this yr... BUT ya... i think i am not going nxt yr le... unless got ppl frm chung cheng go there then i go support ba... and i realli think they earn a lot of money... and somemore chung cheng is every yr go and support one... this yr the drama club is there loh... super da pai... i think got 40+??? then jam a section of city hall mrt station... still need to mark attendance... hee~ tt's chung cheng drama spirit man... not like ny... got performance onli committee and some enthu ppl go onli... and tt's also the reason y i have sense of belonging in chung cheng after graduating for 3 yrs...

but still i must praise hua chong backstage ppl... they are realli very pro... think they have put in lotsa effort in the props and lights... realli like them... except some of the things not tt perfect la... but it's still a good job done... as for the actors... there is room for improvement la... too act act le la... and i dun like their script... no storyline one... haiz... sorry huh say until like i very pro like tt... but realli very disappointed with their performance this yr... hee~

well... i shall stop it... anyway tml going WANG LEE HOM autograph session with zixin... hee~ so happy... actually tot nobody will wanna go with me... cos i think nobody will b crazy like me la... haha~ gal so touched ya... hee~ sorry ya too excited le...


grp foto 1...



perfect 5 + joe...

nanyang gang... haha~

hee~ finally able to change my blog background music le... hee~ hope u guys like this song... cos i like it a lot... haha~ and if anyone got the mtv can send me??? gan ji bu jing... hee~ yupz...

today super free... went tution in the morning then nanyang to collect my cca record... it's FINALLY correct... almost made a wasted trip there... cos the lady i am suppose to find is not in sch today... lucky one of them call and ask her where she put her things... if not... ...
but now have to send to the respective uni... so ma fan... haha~ just now brought my bro to ny also... bring him there to c c look look... hopefully can motivate him to study hard and get into a jc... ny or even better still top 5 jc??? haha~ but the thing is ny still under construction ma... then he is like complaining like how come the sch like construction site etc... haha~ but i still think is very nice... and if he go in he can enjoy the facilities tt i contributed... haha~ dun waste it ma...

my room super messy... still wondering if i shld throw away my tutorials or not... lecture notes i confirm keeping them... and of cos my guide books... spend tons of money there... haha~ but hor all the tutorials i spend so much time doing them le... now wanna throw away very bu she de... but it's making my whole room super messy... HELP~

tml smu open hse... dunno wad time to meet and etc... and i dunno if perfect 5 going or not... ya... evening watching huang cheng... rem to bring $15 ya... cya...

Drama Camp 2005

hee~ reach home not long ago... share cab w jeffery... haha~ always can share cab to go home if go out with this grp of ppl... today quite a fun day... went k box with jeffery, hui min, li wei, yong ernn, shu lian and 2 other guys tt are not frm cdc... hee~ quite fun la... though the songs we sing are not the usual ones tt i sing w my other grp of frens... hee~! and yong ernn very wierd... keep singing those wierd wierd songs... ya and of cos jeffery... very good singer though ppl ya1 tong4... haha~ very funny loh... the way he sing... nxt time show u all the video... hee~ think he got potential to b a singer... haha~ super talented... hee~

ya then went chung cheng for the drama camp... actually is onli for the "talent time" la... hee~ quite entertaining... have a fun time there... always miss going back chung cheng and do all the crazy and lame things... took lotsa fotos also... but lazy to upload here ya... got time then do it... hee~

keep listening to guang liang tong hua... realli very nice song... i think i listen more than 15 times today le... esp after watching the mtv... very touched ya... hee~ actually wanna put it as my blog background music one... but i think the file too big then load very slow etc... ya... so gv me sometime to c if there is anyway i can do it... now cannot download a smaller file version le... so ya... hee~

anyway schedule for the next few days...
fri: morning tution... then going back ny to take my edited cca record... going bugis to c if there is anyway to get the pass for lee hom autograph session
sat: huang cheng performance... perfect 5 dinner b4 tt???
sun: wang lee hom autograph session at IMM at 3... zixin i book u for tt day le... hee~ so excited!!!

Happy Birthday to ME!!

just reach home... went lotsa places today... CPF building at Tampines in the morning for an interview... dont think will get in... the qns she ask is so wu liao... "tell me more abt urself... ur sch... cca and work experience... ..." ya... just talk crap and left... somemore siyun say the job not very nice... so i may not wan it if i got it la... c liting got do or not loh... hee~

ya... meet melissa straight after my interview... went ajisen to have our lunch... though i just have my breakfast w liting not long ago... yupz... then talk crap and walk walk loh... actually wanna go buy a top to change one... cos just now interview need to wear blouse ma... but didnt c anything i like... haiz... then shop here and there... and we end up in swensen eating ice cream... hee~ and so qiao loh... both of us going city hall to meet another grp of ppl at 6.30... so we proceed there la... melissa bought quite many things huh? all small soft toys... haha~ have a fun time playing w them?

ya went to meet perfect 5... when i reach is onli 2 of them... siyun and zixin... the 2 bananas... hee~ went NYDC for dinner... dunno y u all choose this place... izzit bcos last yr we went there also??? zixin order something like "when pigs can fly" and siyun "hawaiian pasta" and me order a pasta also... dun rem the name le... but is quite nice... hee~ and finally share a dessert... dunno wad monster cookie mudpie or wad... hee~ haha and the waiter very cute ya... call eugene... hee~ and zixin fail to take pix of him... haha~ too bad... ya then cindy meet us after dying her hair again... haha~ quite nice ya... c when i free upload the pix for u all to c...

anyway got a bag and wang lee hom cd frm perfect 5... no card for the time being cos shuqi is not here today... then the card incomplete... gal take lotsa care of urself ya... and hope to c u real soon... haha~ anyway i guess correctly wad u all buying for me... cos tt day when i comment abt the bag tt my aunt bought frm taiwan... ur reaction very big... then the cd even more obvious... cos u all keep asking me not to buy and somemore 2 ppl ask me the same thing within the same day... haha~ ya and got an aromatic thingy frm melissa... dunno y u will buy this for me... but ya... thanks lotsa... realli love the present tt u all buy for me... BUT dunno y u all all nv wrap present this yr... haha~ save paper?

also thanks the following ppl for remembering my bdae... Zixin, Cindy, Say Inn, Hui Mei, Royston, Siyun, Elsa, Ian, Liting, Yi Pin, Sing Siew, Yong Ernn, Tze Yi, Shuqi, Jin Wen and all those whom rem but "forget" to sms me or wadsoever... haha~

sick sick...

today not feeling well... think is bcos of yesterday trip to escape... vomit until very xin1 ku3... but still i nv regret going there... hee~

wakie quite late today... BUT continue sleeping at 12 plus... and guess wad time i wakie again?? 5 plus leh... quite impress of myself.. cos i seldom sleep until so late... somemore no aircon loh... haha~ but feel much better than in the morning...

got lotsa miss calls and sms when i wakie... and tell u guys... i so call found my second job le... at CPF building... $5.80/hr... not bad la... at least got slight improvement compared to my previous job... tml going interview at 10.30... which means i MAY NOT b able to take over Cindy's job le... but hu noes... maybe will not even pass the interview rite?

went seoul garden w my parents just now... dunno is long time nv go or wad... sudenly think tt seoul garden very ex... just the 4 of us have to pay $90+++ leh... and we didnt eat a lot... cos not feeling very well and my bro eat his dinner w his fren b4 he meet us... haiz... waste money... but have a fun time there... hee~

ya... meeting perfect 5 at city hall at 6.30p.m... then may b meeting melissa somewhere b4 tt... hee~ then thurs going chung cheng drama camp... meeting yong ernn and company for lunch and k box session??? perfect 5 going too? fri going back ny to get back my cca record... finally edited... hope everything is okie... dun wan to keep wasting time to go back sch for nothing...

today meet liting and sing siew to escape theme park... gals... pai seh ya... late for almost half an hour... haha~ but at least i gv u all time to write the card rite... hee~ went escape... sad to say this is my FIRST time there... haha~ pathetic hor... 19 yrs old first time go escape... have a fun time there... play lotsa games and try lotsa rides... hee~ fun fun!!! but today is very hot... slight sun burn le la... hee~ but realli thanks for all the fun and laughter ya... long time nv play like a kid le... hee~ and realli thanks for the card and part of the present... like the card a lot... thanks :)

dunno y also... today lotsa ppl aim to suan us... all the ppl working there will keep talking to us and suan us... mayb they are too sianz and wanna talk to ppl ba... btw some of the rides very violent... now got some blue black le... *pain pain* and until now i still tt kind of spinning feeling... and being turn 360 degree feeling... haha~ hope wad liting say will not happen ya... i dun wan to keep screaming tonite hor... hee~

BUT very pai seh... cos i vomit there loh... all bcos of the coke tt i drank b4 the ride... end up those ppl so poor thing have to clear up the mess... then feel very terrible... vomit so many times today... the feeling is very bad... when i reach home my parents still say wad expected ma... so bad loh... lucky i didnt vomit my dinner out... cos tt's my onli meal for the day le... but we eat a lot la... went seiyu to return our uniform... then went sakae to eat buffet... hee~ nice nice... though nv eat a lot but the food today is nice... or mayb i too hungry??!!! hee~

actually wanna go back chung cheng council camp one... but scare ltr feel so sick then end up add on trouble for them onli... so didnt go loh... sad sad... and somemore like nobody frm our batch going back... so ya... first time miss out council camp... hee~

wed meeting perfect 5 after 5... haha~ then melissa u passing me my bdae present onli or wad... if not can gv me belated one loh... i dun mind... hee~ wonder wad u buy for me loh... so secretive... hee~ tml nothing to do... intend to slack at home... unless got any last min activity loh... c how then...

just finish the online application... hee~ dunno will get in or not... but realli hope tt nus arts and social science will wan me... cos the rest i am not very interested actually... hee~ ya... went nus open hse today... saw quite a number of ppl... got those i wanna c (siyun, shuqi, elsa, haoting... ...)but of cos also saw some ppl tt i dun realli wanna c... well the names of these ppl forget it k? hee~ yupz... went for various talks... well not very interested in their business course... think ntu one better... at least the speaker more pro and confident... here one like no power one... hee~ ya so liting go for ntu k? then went to the booth and walk walk... got the 2nd nus bear... haha~ one is last yr get one... now new version... hee~ very happy... but cindy's one is with shuqi... throw wrong bag le... hee~ ya then we (melissa, cindy and me) went ntu... haha~ there is no open hse today... the whole campus is super quiet and wierd... and i think the place dun belongs to me... cos i almost fell down for 3 times... and the place very hot and ulu... hee~ so nus pls... ...

went suntec after tt... buy bro bought the i river mp3 player... $400++ dun rem the exact price le... so fortunate hor... his sis onli bought something like $300+? haiz... BUT of cos i wont kong1 shou3 er2 gui1 la... bought a canon digi cam... $549... ixus 30... think quite okie la... actually wanna buy another one... $700+... then cindy and mel think is too ex and shld get smth cheaper... so ya... finally decide to get this one... hee~ so happy finally got a digi cam le... then no need to keep borrowing frm cindy... so pai seh loh... hee~ then liting nxt week when we go out can take lotsa pix le... YEAH!!!

hee~ tml no programme yet... at first got tution one... then they change cos the gal is sick... so mon will have to meet liting and sing siew later le... haiz... then meeting liting for lunch tml... ppl last day of work tml... hee~ happy for u ya.. life is good w/o work... esp working in seiyu... but must go shopping k? haha~ i wanna buy things... hee~ so happy... go and explore my cam then go Zzz le... today keep walking quite tired... ... hee~ bye bye~

last day of work...

hey hey finally i end my work at seiyu le... 3 mth is finally over... but actually today quite sad la... cos they realli very nice to me... of cos not counting those hu have attitude prob la... (and they are not here today)... can c tt they are very touched to receive the "present" that me and liting prepared... hee~ no matter wad this is my first job after my studies... so ya rather significant la... and 2 of them even bought ferrero rocher for me... though it's just a normal chocolate... but i am realli touched... and all the wishes tt they gv me... *touched*

last yr 13th dec... first day of work there... everyday will follow a cashier to learn new stuff... and my shi1 fu4 ai ying will try very hard to force me to memorise all the things tt are required... can c tt she is very afraid tt i will make mistake and have to pay for the losses... took the test and surprisingly pass quite well... then start to open counter... w/o senior's help... everything u have to depend on urself... no one to help to double check all the stuff and nobody to help u when there are unreasonable customers...
kanna scolded and cry immediately at the counter... then stuff and lotsa ppl come and console me... till some day... when those ppl scold me again... i can just ignore them... think i can take ppl comments lightly now... wont b so easily affected le...
kanna called auntie... rather sad loh... somemore i dun think i am tt old loh... haha~ but after i listen to a story i am not so sad le... shuqi will noe hu i am talking abt... tt alvin he is actually the same age as us... somemore younger... and he look so old hor... haha~ and one day... a 20++ yr old gal call him uncle... he realli peng loh... haha~ but hu cares... nobody shall call me auntie again le... w/o tt uniform i dun think ppl will think i look auntie ba?!
whenever i wanna apply leave they will not let me do so... but end up they also no choice but to gv me wadever i apply... hee~

haha~ suddenly feel so free... nothing to do... oh no... back to tt sian sian life... got work also sianz no work also sian... nvm i shall slack first... tml going nus open hse... meeting liting and sing siew on mon... hee~

tml will b the day... freedom...

tml gotta work though it's my off day... cos i wanna take leave on sat... then they REFUSED to let me "take leave" for 3 days within a week... anyway gotta work full somemore... then i will miss my tv prog again... haiz... wanna watch tv loh... but nvm as long as i survive tml... i will b free again...

then sat going nus open hse... cindy... so wad time to meet and etc... melissa and zixin... u all joining us rite??? mei chin will b going too... siyun and sq if u all wan can also join us... hee~ then most prob going IT fair in the evening... realli feel like buying a digi cam... wanna tk pix then can post online... hee~ haiz... hope my parents can subside me... hee~ and my bro getting himself a mp3 on tt day too... so ya... the chance tt my parents will subside me will b reduced... as i think my bro will complain if they pay for me... haha~

sun no activity yet... onli going tution... time not set yet... then schedule for nxt week...
14th march... maybe meeting liting and sing siew to celebrate my bdae... and chung cheng council camp... cindy interested???
15th march... nothing yet...
16th march... if 14th cannot meet liting and ss... then this will b the day... so kia su loh... book 2 days...

oh my god... wang li hong cd got qing4 gong1 ban3!!! haha~ got mtv somemore... i must buy tt one... lucky didnt buy the previous one... haha~ then go his autograph session... hee~ haha~ hopefully singapore will have tt version soon... if not i must ask my auntie to send it to me... hee~ anyway coco lee's album will b out soon too... very excited also... long time since she release new album le... hee~ sure very nice one... hee~

hee~ just reach home not long ago... went parkway again... haiz... everytime off day go parkway... anyway this time something different... though i still go k box after our lunch cum breakfast at swensen... BUT this time is melissa suggest one k???!!! haha~ finally she willing to sing herself... no need to force her... hey gal... ur singing not very bad ma... how come everytime dun wanna sing... hee~ so nxt time can go k more often... hee~

sing until 9??? fun... but think my voice cannot make it le... since last thurs and fri... today is the third time i visit k box in the month of march le... wow they earn a lot frm me le... hee~ anyway... i noe just now i realli crazy abt wang li hong la... hee~ think he realli very talented... impress... haha~ now listening to his past songs... haha~ dunno y now then i like him so much... haha~ okok shall control myself... hee~

just now also bought "cards" for those ppl in seiyu... gift b4 i leave ma... how noes mayb tml realli my last day there leh... just wondering wad tt senior will say tml... but no matter wad... i will NOT go to work on sat... if they wan i can work another day for them on sun... haiz... sianz... and i am still thinking if i should go cindy there and work or not... cos if i go there cindy will leave... then also no one to accompany me ma... haiz... and somemore my tution side will b a prob again... c how la... at most go interview then decide...

haha~ cindy... u r already the third person asking me wad to buy for my bdae le... anyway i also dunno wad i wan... anyway just say wad i dun wan can???
1. dont buy accessories for me... cos i cannot wear all those... unless u all think u all realli rich la... haha~
2. dont buy soft toys for me... no space to accommodate them le...
3. dont buy things to trick me... dun waste money la...
4. no foto frames pls... i got lotsa le...
5. dont buy clothes for me... find very wierd tt frens buying clothes for me...

ya... so u guys go and think wad to buy for me loh... or u all can discuss as a big grp... just in case u all buy the same thing... hee~ nitez...

sianz... very angry w my senior again... refuse to let me change shift... she promise tt will let me change when i find ppl to change w me... i found and now she dun let me to do so... she insists tt i have to work till 7 on sat then change to full shift on sun... come on loh... open hse ends at 7 plus loh... then wad for i keep asking ppl to replace me on tt day rite??? siaoz one... no common sense at all... stupid... today at counter 2... the one near the taxi stand there... muji having end season sale... the things there realli very nice... simple but nice... hee~ bought a organiser cover there... BUT it's too small... so i have to buy another refill le... haiz... but nvm la... since the organiser is cheap... haha~ got 20% discount... hee~

anyway... soon it will b over... and i dun need to stand all these unreasonable things... and i am not going to b cashier anymore... esp in seiyu... the benefits are lousy and pay also not good... hope tt i can go cindy there and work... though royston says he found a job for me to try... $10.50/hr leh... but think i realli cannot make it... too stressful le... hee~ but thanks anyway... haha~

liting... no matter wad u buy for me i will like it one... so dun worry so much la... i noe my present very difficult to buy one... so i wont blame u one... haha~ and realli excited to noe tt i will b celebrating my bdae w u and sing siew at escape and sakae... hee~ nv go escape b4 loh... so tt day will b the first time going there ya... hee~ but must confirm w me which day we going out k? cos 14th i going back chung cheng council camp...(most prob) hee~

haiz... dun think my sat leave is approved... think they all reali very selfish... i mean it's obvious which one is more important rite??? so no matter wad if they dun approve i will still not go to work on tt day...

yesterday work until so sianz... so more no one to accompany me for lunch... cos they put me and liting break differently... think they purposely one... but lucky my parents come and accompany me for lunch.. somemore no need to pay... haha~ then at nite meet at sakae for dinner... this time i pay... cos my debit card got discount ma... so might as well i treat loh... haha~

but today not tt lucky... liting not working and nobody to accompany me... and so sianz... lotsa exchange and lotsa calls... sianz... and the nearer the day to last day of work... the more excited i am... the more i hope tt time will pass faster... hee~

tml full shift leh... i wanna watch tv leh... 1/2 yuan fen... i think i VERY nice... entertaining... everytime can make me laugh like dunno wad... hee~ haiz... annd i think tml's episode will b very funny... haiz...wasted leh...

went nanyang drama performance today... erm quite nice la... onli certain parts dun realli like it... a bit too naggy and a bit no link at certain pts... haha~ sorry huh... always like to gv comments on drama performances... hee~like the second play... reminds me of hide and seek and the performance by tj last time... and i realli think tt the whole play is well presented... hee~ the gal realli act very well... haha!~ wonder wad will her parents feel...

so happy to end work at 5+ today... nice to leave so early... hee~

anyway today no longer feel sad regarding my result... let fate decide where i shld go... i believe everything will b fine... sleepy... eyes super dry loh... cry too much yesterday... so i shall stop crying le... nitez

haiz... that's it...

result out le... not very happy w it... esp geog... expect to do better than tt... maths and econs quite expected la... so no comments... ya and my cca record is wrong again... this is the 3rd time le...

dunno wad i shld do now... everything seems bad... though they keep telling me tt's an average grade but i think it is not good enough... or not even to consider good... so sorry to those guys for not telling u all my grade though u all sms me to do so... dunno whick course to take... or even should i apply for any or not...

anyway... thanks sing siew,liting, kenny, royston and cindy for accompany and entertain me... i noe i quite spoil mood today... keep crying... sorry... realli cant help it... and thanks perfect 5 for accompanying me the previous nite... at least make me less nervous b4 the result is out... and the nite is fun... and thanks siyun's dad for sending us back...

tml realli dun feel like going to work... but i noe i have to... and tml watching bai yun gang performance... though i dun realli feel like going now... but again... i noe i have to...

tml is the day...

tml is the day tt all of us are waiting for... well it's finally here... getting more and more nervous now... just now super stress then keep crying... think my mum dunno wad to do w this daughter le... ya... dunno la... just feel stress and the medicine is making me very tired and weak... so ya...

earlier in the morning received a call frm seiyu ppl... so called kanna scolded... very angry w them now... they now like putting all the blame on me for not coming today... cos i told my senior cashier tt i MAY b coming IF i feel better tml (which is today la)... but the medicine make me very tired and weak... so didnt go... and they call and say i PROMISE to come today... somemore got one O level gal has been ponning work since she got her result... at first i still think tt they very poor thing not enough manpower... but now i dun think so... ...

u noe wad... actually the gal did request to apply leave cos she need time to think which course she wanna do in poly and they dun approve... and the worse thing is they still wan her to do full shift.. then how is she going to think and apply... somemore now they using those password thingy and ya... so i think they realli very selfish loh... dun gv her time to think abt her future and keep forcing her to go to work and keep saying tt she is irresponsible... the prob is she DID ask to apply leave ma... how can they do tt...

ya regarding my matter... they say i say i confirm coming today... so i am just as irresponsible as her... i mean in the first place i already told u i got 2 days mc and will come onli if i feel better ma... haiz... angry with them... then liting got fever still go and work... they still think she is gving excuse to leave early... pls loh... everyone has not been slping well since dunno when... of cos will fall sick ma... anyway i am not going to say anything when i return on sat... find it no point... wont win one loh... the more i say the more trouble i have... haiz...

ltr meeting perfect 5... meeting melissa and liting tml... go bai4 bai4... zixin u wanna go also? then can go back sch w me and liting... hee~ anyway tml morning i still got tution... so ya... will onli meet them after 11...

1 day to result day... good luck everyone...

s|ck...

sianz... until now still feel sick and weak... think the medicine not working well... for melissa... hey i am realli sick k? dun think i purposely pon work one... but since the doc gv me 2 days mc then of cos i accept la... hu noes mayb tml i too sian then go work leh? but most prob wont la... hee~

haiz... spend the whole afternoon packing the room... realli messy... so after so long packing it's still messy la... so perfect 5 cannot complain tml k? i try my best le... cos didnt realli pack my room since my grandma came... cos during tt time... the room is not mine... haha~ so finally i can arrange wadever things i like... hee~

well tml planning very messy... melissa leave work earlier leh... if not i have less time to spend with u le... unless u wanna belated bdae... then meeting perfect 5 (cindy not confirm yet... cos she also sick) at 7.30 at suntec k box... the person says can sing until close... onli pay for the drink... so not bad ba... cya tml... dun pang sei me hor... bye...

surprise?!

haha~ wierd to c me blogging at this hr rite??? i shld b working and here i am surfing net... hee~ today not feeling very well so didnt go to work... at first dun even intend to go c doc one... waste money ma... but they insist tt i need to go c the doc and get mc... hu noes the doc gv me 2 days mc loh... so i am still thinking if i wanna go work tml or not... hee~ c my mood loh... if feeling better than i will work tml... cos i think they also quite poor thing... realli not enough of manpower le...

well tml programme will b as follow... meet melissa in the evening for dinner... celebrate her 19th bdae... haha~ so old le rite... hahaha~ then meeting perfect 5 to k box... melissa u wan also can join us... dun think they will mind... haha~ cheaper than watching concert k? haha~ then tonning at my hse cos it's the most convenient for all??? hee~ but hor i thinking of which kbox to go leh... cos if parkway how are we going to go home??? suntec or wad??? then we singing until wad time??? must quick quick reply me k? haha~

well my grandma and aunt went back indonesia today le... finally... after 1 yr and 3 mth??? life is finally back to normal officially... think my grandma realli bias... cos last month she and my aunt went taiwan la... heard tt they are not very welcome... cos they are all busy and some other prob la... but i think my grandma still like them then us... i think she dun like my family loh... esp my father... everytime she will gv my father cold shoulder one... though my dad already very considerate and thoughtful le... she will always gv tt kind of hack care face... haiz... wadever... enough of her black face and lousy attitude... i keep telling myself nxt time when i am old dun become like her... make the whole family so troubled... anyway everything has come to an end... so nvm loh...

2 days to result day...
10 days to end my work...

4th march... 3 more days...

it's finally official... result coming out on the 4th... 03/04/05 (month/day/yr)... the number pattern not bad sia... haha~ hope tt my result wont become bu 3 bu 4... ya... wonder wad will happen on tt day... no mood to work le la... sianz... tml full shift leh... realli dun feel like working... i wanna watch tv and slack at home...

saw ms lim chong yan today... she went shopping... actually i dun feel like calling her one... but dunno y i still greeted her before she saw me... haha~ she quite shocked i working at seiyu... she say i shld get a better job... haha~ i think so too... tt's y i confirm wont extend my contract... though i noe they realli dun have enough manpower le... 3 more gals quitting le... which mean the no. of cashier is reduced frm 22 to 14... pathetic...

hey perfect 5... can meet u guys on 3rd march at late nite??? then we go someone hse and ton leh... i realli dun feel like staying at home alone tt nite... or anyone hu can accompany me???