EXPO W DAVID TAO

heyhey... just reach home not long ago... wow... david tao is realli great... very high... his singing super good and power... sang a total of 5 songs? susan shuo, jiu shi ai ni, ai wo hai shi ta, yue liang dai biao shui de xin and ai hen jian dan... hee~ now listening to the live version tt i video just now... quite clear la... hee~ realli enjoy it man... hee~ just tt the waiting part a bit sian... they keep playing tt few mtv (and i realli mean many times) haha~ and quite sad tt i nv win the new sony ericsson fone... a new 3G fone tt will onli release on 12th may... haiz... sad har... but still happy la cos no matter wad the concert is still a free one ma... haha~

ya receive an email frm melissa... just a warning tt my students may have access to my blog... cos if u all try yahoo search... "yin8603" then u all can find my blog immediately... and if the students are so clever to infer tt my gmail= my blog address... then they may b looking at what u all are looking at now... and even if they dun search "yin8603", they can also find my blog by typing "chung cheng", "1FG", "1RP"... ... haha~ but wad to do? i dunno how to "lock" it... c how la... i believe they wont b so free to do tt la... shld b studying hard? haha~

tml got tution... haiz... i am teaching almost everyday... haha~ nitez~ continue crazy abt tao zhe... haha~

first entry in chung cheng...

well i am in chung cheng now w siyun... super hardworking k? sat still go back sch to do marking... finally manage to finish marking all sec 2 worksheets so tt i can return them nxt tues... their exam starts nxt fri... well super quiet here... and we also heard wierd noise... haha~ but i still think it's safe la... nothing to b scare abt... hee~
hee~ well i just check my email... very impress w one of my sec 2 student... she manage to creat a blog for her classmates so tt i can communicate w them whenever i need cos i refuse to gv this blog... haha~ too dangerous le... and also she type out the notes leh... quite touched... hee~ anyway... ya meeting zixin soon... DAVID TAO!!! ya... need to post something in the class blog le... will update again tonite? cya~

tired day... overall is okie... but realli feel tt their attitude is very bad (not all la)... wanna go through common test paper w them they dare to complain tt i am WASTING their time... when i already tell them tt they can leave if they dun wan to stay... very angry w them... cant they b more understanding??? dun always think abt themselves onli can or not... behave like pri sch kids w no thinking and thoughts... and i think some of them cheat... meaning they change their ans when i am going through then now ask me to add marks... cos i quite a number of them and coincidentally all the crucial words are either the last sentence or those arrowed ones... dunno la... disappointed w some of them... cos i dun think i will missed out so many stuff when i am trying very hard to pass them...
cried when i was at 1BN... realli cannot stand le... but not like last time those relief teachers hu just ran out of the class and start crying like dunno wad la... cos got one gal very rude... when i am explaining to the class regarding source based qns... she is like "teacher can dun waste my time or not??" i am super angry loh... so i just clean off the stuff tt i wrote on the board then bang the board w the duster and walk out of the class... i think the class got a shock... and the gal hu "complain" cried also... and the rest of the class also apologise la... so not angry w them le... mayb too stress le ba...

but very glad w 1FG... very cooperative... first class tt i no need to wait for them to present their project proposal... very efficient and well behave... no need to scream at all... and the class did quite well for their common test... best among my 3 classes... but hope they can maintain this kind of attitude la...

then 2IT huh... realli dun treat me as a teacher... always "rude" to me... in another words... too fren fren la... but i dun mind cos it's quite a nice feeling la... just make sure they do well for their exams loh... mid year paper quite demanding... *praying*

and poor siyun... "bullied" by one student also... lousy attitude... i think she over estimate herself... so wad if she is frm higher chinese and siyun is not... come on loh... siyun finish her A level k? and her sec 1 higher chinese standard is still lower than A level chinese loh... *arghz* but also bcos of her... siyun "earn" her support frm her class... jia you gal... just ignore her... concentrate on the rest... and jia you marking ur scripts... and take care... if not ur illness will worsen...

have dinner w siyun, cindy, marcus and royston today... wierd combi again... but ya... still okie la... at least got things to talk abt... hee~ didnt stay long also... but good form of relaxation... haiz...

btw... just now surf net... wow jolin new song mtv... it's a short one... but i think is worth looking at it... if u all are free... no harm la...
http://www.sonymusic.com.tw/pop/jolin/p7.php

just realise tt today's entry is also super long... sorry huh... once i start nagging i dunno when to stop... hee~ nitez... end of bedtime story... *dotz*

27/04/05 wed...

finally finish marking sec 1 common test paper le... generally 1FG did better than the rest... in terms of individual results and number of passes... hopefully can return them tml... though i dun have lessons w them tml... haiz... suddenly a bit reluctant to go sch... dunno y also... mayb start to get tired of this job ba... but this week past super fast... tml thurs le...

sat going DAVID TAO CONCERT!!! so excited ya... my dad manage to get the tix for me... but he refused to tell me how he got it... but it doesnt matter la... just tt i am quite curious to find out... Woo... realli excited ya... but it also means i cannot watch sly on sat channel 8... but nvm la... david tao more important... hee~

anyway... jolin's cd is not bad... start to like it le... yesterday still find it a bit wierd wierd one... hee~ and the postcards realli very nice... tml bring to chung cheng and paste at my table... haha~ then siyun can paste her ENERGY... haha~

t|red day... Jolin's here

what a tired day... first time stay in sch later than siyun... haha~ left sch ard 6.30 today... super tired... manage to complete quite a number of things today... finish marking another class history common test paper (yesterday finish 1 class le... one more to go...), finish marking their reflections and sec 2 worksheets... also grade their oral presentation (though not all groups presented)... they super lazy loh... tell them must come prepared le... end up still the same thing... doing last minute editing... and somemore they expect me to save their presentation in my email for life so tt they can retrieve whenever they one... i still need to provide disk for them loh... *ARGHZ*

hee~ lucky there is something for me to look forward to... JOLIN's latest album is out today... haha~ listening to it now... overall okie la... like her previous album... but havent finish listening... BUT the song leehom wrote for her is nice~ hee~ mayb i like songs w a bit of chinese orchestra ba... always have a special feeling when listening to this kind of music... mayb pri sch in c.o??? hee~ ya and i manage t get the taiwan version... with addition vcd and also the badge... not so interested in the badge la... actually i wanted the bag... but they nv import leh... hee~ but at least got the vcd... go and watch le... bye~


dun expect tt she will wear smth so simple... but i think is quite nice...

one of the postcard...

2 days nv blog le... got lotsa things tt happen to me... but all are not very good things... and i think i am quite affected by it... *sobz* haiz... the moment i think abt it make me very bad mood... as wad siyun says... huo3 qi4 hen3 da4...

[thurs]: c the doc b4 i go sch... dun intend to c doc one... but tt day cough until vomit... doc says is lungs infection... but is minor one la... not like wad marcus have tt time... lotsa medicine to eat... haiz...
went back chung cheng for humanities meeting... regarding how to mark the students' reflection and also their common test... well "XXX" realli irritate me ("XXX" is some person tt i dun wish to mention here la... not very nice) everything she says is saying how fast her classes are and how slow i am... cos the previous teacher wanna build a strong foundation... so she start quite slowly... and tt "XXX" will also say how pro she is... ... then she told me tt a parent called and complain tt her daughter dunno wad she is suppose to do for her project work etc... ... then tt "XXX" some sort suan me or "scold" me for not being efficient la... BUT after saying all those stuff... she still act act saying tt " i am not scolding u okie... relax... i noe is hard for u to do some many things... some more u are not trained... ... ..." pls loh... i dun c any point for her to say all these stuff... and she still repeat the thing in front of mr soon... (the parent "complain" thingy) although i noe mr soon wont blame me or wadever... but i dun c the need to "tell" (or actually repeat the thing as if she nv tell me b4 ) me the thing in front of mr soon again... and she is not tt fast in teaching loh... still borrow lesson frm siyun... when siyun also have lotsa lessons to complete!!! ARGHZ!!! then the student also stupid one loh... they havent present their things properly how can i set their project topic!!! and i nv ask them to write a report... is reflection loh... cant differentiate still complain!!! and somemore their reflection like rubbish... like narrative compo like tt... talk crap one loh... sorry guys... i noe i very ji1 dong4

[fri]: tt "XXX" spoil my mood early in the morning... act sweet... "backstab" me still act friendly... anyway all my sec 1 classes having common test today... haiz... cannot make it loh... some ppl nv study one... gv me irrelevant stuff... haiz... realli disappointed... i realli try my best to teach them wadever things tt they dun understand le within the super short time i have with them... cos they not use to lecture style the previous term... then they super question mark... already quite sad le... my sec 2 class still nv do homework... make me even more angry... and the WORST thing... tt "XXX" ask me to go and c mr yazzed... i think he is the level head la... but when i go there he is not there loh... when i ask tt "XXX" she still talk to me jokingly..."dun have meh? i tot he wanted to c u to discuss some issue... ..." obvious she is the one hu "complain" to mr yazzed la... ARGHZ!!!

[sat]: finally something tt makes me more happy... chinese drama nite 2005... meet perfect 5 at 1 at city hall... but they all late... haiz... but still went to eat then k box... haha~ sick still go and sing... dun realli have the mood to sing... cos very nan ting... but dun sing also very sad... haiz... well drama nite... not bad la... at least i noe tt they put in A LOT of effort... hee~


Perfect 5...

another one... in the theatre...

hee~ our autograph... nv tk properly... a bit out of shape...

btw realli regret tt i gv the students my email and esp hp number... in class ask them got qns or not then they all keep quiet... then all email and call me... asking me the things tt i have mention during lesson... nxt week i am going to tell them i change my number le... ask them not to call me anymore... like wad melissa says... sometimes cannot b too delicated... must noe when is work when is relax... tml got tution... may b meeting cindy in the evening... c how la... tired now... my medicine starts to make me drowsy again... ppl must take care k? miss u guys...

super tired today... think will go and sleep immediately after blogging... actually dun even wan to online one... but need to check my mails as some students will email me questions and presentation... their common test is this coming fri... actually i am very nervous... dunno if they will do well or not...

today have 4 lessons... 1 is relief onli... the rest is 2DL, 2IT and 1FG... scolded 2IT today... cos they nv hand in their work tt is suppose to hand in on mon... not realli angry w them... more disappointed than angry... i trust them so much loh... and i realli think i am good at scolding students... when i tell zixin and siyun... they are "impressed" how come i got so many things to scold... haha~ and they realli got tt kind of guilty face la... so hopefully they will hand in their work tml... as for 2DL... i confiscate a hp today... i actually went to the class to return him... as i told him to look for me after sch... but i will b gving extra lesson... so thinking tt he cannot find me ltr... i go and return him first... and guess wad when i ask him "you think i shld return u ur hp now??" ( as his shirt is tucked out)... and the ans he say is "no" realli angry loh... so his fone is still with me... *angry*

extra lesson realli very chong chong... just discover tt they havent go through their workbook... and some qns are useful in their common test revision... so have to rush and go through everything... write until hand pain har... cos i dun have the keys for those equipments... but they realli work hard la... so i think is worth it... but some of them realli got attitude prob... eg when i go 1FG to relief... i ask the class to do their own work...(they got lit hmwk to complete) then some of them complete le... so they come and ask me qns... got ppl complain tt i am bias... they didnt get the chance to listen to wad i say... pls loh... where got unfair... where got bias... haiz... dun think abt them le... tired... go and rest le... tml still need to go sch... got staff meeting... but lucky no need to wakie too early...

ppl take care ya... miss u guys...

trip to nanyang...

though i got no lesson today... but still went back chung cheng... bring a grp of sec 3 students to ny... to interview mrs ho... well they a bit wierd wierd la... when mrs ho is chit chating w us... one of them is like "feng yuan zhang, wo men ke yi kai shi le ma?" though they dun mean anything bad but i realli got a shock when i heard tt... they so gan chong for wad??? sounds like they very impatient and a bit rude la... but lucky mrs ho is a nice lady so she dun think tt way la... well the interview is quite an interesting one... feel like she is gving talk during assembly... just tt i got the VIP seat... hee~

ya after the interview bring them ard the sch... haha~ didnt c the teachers i wanna c... but okie la... at least got a chance to walk into the library again... miss the sch library a lot... but too bad didnt get the chance to eat in sch... the fishball noodle is not open... *sad sad* finally send them to the bus stop and then zixin and me went bugis to eat my brunch... hee~ actually not allow to eat chicken... but i onli eat a bit ya... hee~ so shldnt b a big prob ba... bought rotiboy home... hee~

tml no need go back sch... intend to stay at home to pack my room... very messy loh... cos looking for the microsoft disc... cindy's comp got prob again... but didnt manage to find it... sorry gal... cant help le... haiz... everytime dunno where i throw my stuff... haiz...

btw thurs need to go back sch... got staff meeting regarding the history project and common test... will need to discuss abt the marking scheme etc... haha~ think will b very wierd sitting inside w the rest of the teachers... *pengz* cant imagine myself having meeting w mr soon, mr yazeed, ms soh and mrs tan... c how la... need to go and check smth for mr soon... finish checking then update u guys... cya~

Energy~

heyhey... yesterday forget to blog... not realli forget la... just tt i am too tired to do it... well yesterday went j8 to watch ENERGY mini concert... we are standing quite far behind... not bcos we reach there very late but there are some misunderstanding tt make us dun feel like queueing and so we didnt queue up until 6+? went shopping and walk walk... also sit at a corner to listen to 933... cos there is an interview w energy then... ...

a rather high mini concert... just tt i got no voice to scream at all... and the little gal (i think onli pri sch onli loh) beside me very noisy and act pro... jia3 li4 hai4... cannot make it loh... and she keep singing and screaming until very nan ting... trying to act big or act ah lian like tt... cannot stand her... very rude to her grandma also... think her grandma accompany her one... ya guan yong, zixin and joe join us a bit ltr... but still manage to c them perform... then wanted to buy their concert tix... but sistic close at 8... so have to send siyun to buy today le... btw yong ernn and jeffery also joining us... haha~ almost everytime i watch concert sure got the 2 of them one... hee~

after tt went secret recipe to have our dinner... ordered a cheese cake... not bad la... but think if i am not sick it will taste even better... hee~


the 6 of us at secret recipe... too bad siyun gtg first...

btw just finish watching the nkf show again... well think tt they realli try very hard to ask ppl to donate... but dunno y this time not as good as the previous one... mayb ppl call too much last week??? or they wanted to wait till energy come out then call??? anyway... at least they meet their expectation...

just finish reading shuqi's blog... ya loh... i think i also noe wad's the whole story talking abt... but still i am interested to watch... cos long time nv watch fann wong act w thomas ong le... i like this combi very much when i am very young then... haha~ chris lee dun b offended.. hee~

tml no need go back sch to teach... but going back to collect their homework and also bring a grp of students to ny... cos they doing some project and wanna interview mrs ho (my principal)... quite look forward la... at least got reason to go back sch... hee~ and got zixin to accompany me too... hee~ nitez~

i think today's entry will b more than wad i speak today... haha~ today my voice realli very yucky... cannot make it... sound so wierd and nan ting... manage to survive for 3 lessons la... THEY ARE GREAT TODAY!!!~ i no need to scream at all... and they are listening and paying attention... but dun understand... how come they must wait until teacher no voice le then they will listen??? and i have boys to help me keep the class quiet... all i need to do is tap the table or tap his shoulder... the boys will noe wad to do... and surprisingly the class listen to him... haha~ and if ppl ask silly qns... the class will also scold tt person for doing tt... very touched ya... at least i can complete wad i am suppose to teach...

just got their common test paper... well... i think it's a easy paper... if u study sure can do well one...(though it's a huge topic) and also i happen to discuss smth similar today... hey i not leaking the qns... i teach them b4 i got the paper... so hopefully they realli listen and absorb... hee~ and 1 RP promise me to treat me to restaurant if the whole class pass their exam... though i tot it's usually the other way round... meaning teacher treat students... but realli thanks la.. though i noe they wont treat me la... haha~ realli appreciate it... =)

sec 2 having their mid year exam soon too... if i nv rem wrongly... 13th may... i still got 1 chapter to teach... so i realli have to jia you le... hope my voice will recover asap... no time to waste le... like tt very diff to teach...

tml going j8 to watch Energy with perfect 5 (exclude Cindy)... haha~ tml will b the first "concert" or autograph session tt i nv scream at all... not i dun wan but i realli cant... have to enjoy myself tml b4 working hard nxt week... go Zzz le... tired... esp when u try to talk when u cant... waste a lot of energy... haha~ this energy is not tt Energy ya? haha~ wadever... nitez~

went to c the doc again... i totally got no voice at all... haiz... tml pengz le la... dunno how to teach... quite angry w some of them u noe... dun understand the kids nowadays... very demanding when they are not even doing their part... already tell them tt we are slow le... still take their own sweet time... ask them to send me their powerpoint presentation slides to speed things up... they onli send now... and some not yet!!! those hu send... no class and some worse still no name!!! expect me to search one by one... win liao loh... they must understand they send at 11 means tt i have to read until 12+? so inconsiderate... they complain tt they havent learn the chapter tt will b tested for their common test... i offer to gv extra lesson and they still drag here and there... sms me w/o any conclusion... and i am not paid for gving extra lessons loh... rem i no need to b in sch everyday??? haiz... some still wan me to teach them everything right frm the start... very angry with them... but of cos not everyone of them are like tt la...

haiz... realli quite peng w them... something like tt also happen to siyun... pls loh... we are just relief teachers... if i wan i can just b a irresponsible one and play w them every lesson or just rest at home... i got 2 days mc loh...

wonder how am i suppose to teach tml... 3 lessons loh... and i cant even talk!!! even now listening to songs but cannot sing... those hu love singing u all will understand how sad i am... *sobz* okie le la... email coming in again... need to do work le... mayb meeting melissa for dinner tml??? but also cannot talk... haha~ c how la... ppl take care... miss u guys... hope to meet u all soon...

2 days off le... haha~ but not feeling well so cannot realli enjoy myself... just finish editing the kids' presentation... pengz... some of them realli cannot make it... but anyway i will survive... realli hope they can cooperate w me... not much time left before their common test le...

today meet zixin and siyun for lunch cum dinner... haha~ long time no see... have a nice chat... and thanks zixin for the present... they bought lotsa cd today ya... jealous... but have to save up for jolin's cd... and i just bought FIR... so cannot buy le la... haha~ if they dun mind can lend me???

tml got sch... dunno wad will happen... hope everything will b fine... and not too noisy pls... my voice cannot make it le... To siyun: good luck for ur SMU interview tml... jia you! To zixin: welcome back and hope u get a job soon... To cindy: glad to noe tt u like ur job in IRAS... jia you ya... To shuqi: still looking for a job??? jia you and cya on sat??? zixin and siyun wanna go c energy at j8 on sat... wanna go too??? cindy can join us if u wan too... hee~ To all my frens: miss u guys... take care... :p

sick...

haiz... is onli one week working in chung cheng and i am already sick... well it's realli not easy to b a teacher... and somemore they change my time table... meaning i dun need to go back sch everyday... dunno it's a good or bad thing... but nvm la... then i can have more rest... haha~ but also means tt i will have less money to spend...

yesterday got one teacher ask me to go and see her... cos she need to c how far i have teach etc... and i realli got a shock when i heard tt i am far behind time... not bcos i didnt teach... but is bcos of the previous teacher... then nxt week they are having their common test and i have yet to teach them how to compare sources... ... and for their project work... it's also far far behind the rest... but today ms wee call me and she says it's okie... and ask me to "ignore" the teacher... just make sure i go through the source based w them can already... the project work i can still take my time... actually teaching in chung cheng is very different from studying there... long long time ago i already heard tt it's doesnt sound so easy and all those stuff... now i realli understand le... haiz... it's smth like backstabbing la... so i realli must jia you and prove myself too... though i am just a relief teacher... i must also do my things well... but the most impt thing is the classes must cooperate... if not no matter how hard i work also no use...

no need to work tml too... can rest one more day... my throat is realli horrible... lucky no more fever le... hopefully i can complete the things i wanna do asap... zixin... welcome back to spore... if possible can meet u tml??? since i no need to work... cindy hope u have enjoyed working in IRAS... dun b like me quit after 1 day of work ya... shuqi... hope tt u can find another job quickly... and smth tt u like??? siyun... enjoy teaching... will miss u... haha~

happy sunday~

just finish watching the charity show... wow zhou hua jian realli very pro... manage to earn a lot of calls... but overall the show is a nice one... just tt quite disappointed w 5566 and cyndi wang... how dare they play cd!!! and those fans still scream like dunno wad... and smth tt i noe very happy is when jack neo saying tt mayday fans have to call more cos 5566 is winning... how come loh... i mean they didnt contribute a lot ma... claps for li sheng jie, maydayand those older singers... their singing realli good man... impressed...

today nv go anywhere... got tution in the morning... today suppose to b pay day... but she havent gv me the money yet... sobz... but nvm la... i noe she will gv one... hopefully nxt lesson?! then receive a sms frm siyun... heard tt her rebonding is not very successful... huh spend $300++ still not successful... end up she still need to go back again... hope this time is okie... i will get to c it tml... went bugis to buy clothes... today got sales... bought some blouse and skirts... then got a bonia leather card holder... not bad la... but this a bit too old for me... but i will still find chance to use it... hee~

tml gotta wakie early again... haha~ the onli difference is i am teaching instead of studying... haha~ tml got 2 lessons... both of them are my nightmare... 2DL and 1RP... *noisy* hopefully 1RP did the things they are suppose to do... then dunno izzit tml got the gathering w chung cheng ppl... i onli noe got marcus, hao ting and some others... but izzit tml??? haha~ update u ppl again... sweet dreams~

day at plaza sing

Zzz... quickly finish blogging then i can go and sleep le... tml morning got tution... sianz... now listening to FIR new album... havent finish listening... but okie la... expected standard... nothing much to complain... just tt no surprise loh.. hee~ and i also downloading (oopps) some mtv... cannot resist myself frm downloading... wang lee hom... haha~ onli 2 la... and dled xu ruo xuan hen hen ai... not bad la... better than the songs tt she sing previously...

well today accompany siyun to rebond her hair... quite expensive la... compare to mine tt time is super ex...but the effect is quite good la... so worth it to a certain extent... and u feel safer too rite??? hee~ then went shopping... besides buying FIR cd.... i also buy SHIN cd for my bro... got today Plaza Singapura got sales... then certain cd got 50% off... so i buy tt cd for $8.90??? haha~ and it's not those china version or pirated one loh... hee~ but i am not going to tell my bro the price la... let him feel guilty tt i buy cd for him and he havent return me my david tao cd... *ahem*

okie gtg and sleep le... haha~ lazy to type the whole day happening... hee~

haha~ hopefully my students wont b able to find my blog... just rem to delete the website frm my msn nick... hopefully is not too late... if not i cannot complain and praise them here le... haha~ well today is a nice day for me... though tired but i think is quite fun... finally got the chance to ling3 jiao4 1RP power... and indeed a hyper class... in another words... noisy one... haha~ very lame class also... i think cannot b too nice to them... like 1BN... a very nice class... shall not talk too much abt students here... dangerous...

then meet cindy and shuqi after work... went suntec and marina... nice chit chat session... tired... dun type le... shall make my entry short today... may be meeting them tml again...

Today is a nice day for me... at first I tot I will slack until pengz cos today onli got one lesson… but got quite a number of classes to relief in between... good loh...I rather go and relief rather than stay in the office... very sleepy inside... and somemore nothing much to do... all thanks to 2DL... hand in their work so late… then I got nothing to do... hee~

Anyway today went 2FG, 1GR and 2BN to relief... but 1GR the Chinese teacher extends the lesson... so let her have tt period loh... then 2BN is a wierd class... some very noisy... some very sporty and some very quiet... but anyway enjoy going to 2FG... they ppl there very cute and funny... and the class got a pet lobster... haha~ very small one...doubt it can b a big lobster... haha~ then they remember me as the councillor coming to their class to cheer when they are in 1FG... haha~ and JIN WEN!!! They rem u leh... keep asking me abt u... honoured sia... hee~

The best thing today shld b going to 2IT... it’s really a good class... but the "sad" thing is the moment I step in they already noe I am ex-student and in section 3... cos majority are frm 1GR... so ya... not fun one... a very high but guai class... didnt have lesson today... they insist tt they wanna have "orientation" today… BUT they promise tt they will start lesson nxt week and will try their best to score for their history la... haha~ really hope tt they meant wad they say… but at least I am quite happy with their performance today... though they wanna play game… they are well behaved and at least they noe when to keep quiet... and there will always b some ppl to ask the class to keep quiet... haha~ so i dun have to keep screaming...

this kind of feeling really very funny loh... used to b their orientation leader... now become their teacher... hope tt we can cooperate very well and work hard... hee~ got lotsa things happen la… but overall is a good day... =p but really hope tt they wont flood my email and hp inbox... cos I gv them my email add... as for fone rite... some of them (actually is majority of them) already have my number... cos I gv them during orientation 2 years ago??!! Quite surprise tt they nv delete... *dotz*

Ya then cindy came for drama today... though we didnt help much... dun think we can help loh... the teacher is there so "I got no right and I got no say..." hee~ and I really hope tt during drama those ppl stop calling me miss kwah... very weird loh... yi4 dian3 ye3 bu4 qing1 qie4... haha~ esp yen yang and carol they all... really very weird la... cos they say they kanna "scolded" by teachers cos they call me and siyun as "Sharon and Siyun"??!! *dotz*

Btw... CINDY really happy tt u change tt "bad habit" of urs... u noe wad I mean rite??? I am happy for u... realli... dun disappoint me huh... hee~ hope tml can go out w u, shuqi and siyun... and siyun... c u so stress very xin ku leh... must rest la... if not really can gv u qin2 gong1 jiang3 le... haha~

And I realize tt this few days my entry all very long... haha~ getting more and more naggy... just tt this few days got lotsa things happen... too excited la... nitez~ yeah!!! tml is fri... haha~ wooo...

anyway this is a quiz tt i got frm yong ernn's blog... feel free to try it also...

Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates a	nine =)
your best quality is	people envy you
your worst quality is	you trust people too easily
this is because	you were born this way
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates a	seven
your best quality is	your music taste rules
your worst quality is	you rock! theres nothing bad
this is because	Of the people you hang around
Quiz created with MemeGen!

haha~ which one u all think it's more right??? haha~ this shows tt this quiz is realli jus for fun... haha~enjoy...

stressed

haiz... as usual... my comp hang again and my entry is gone... shall summarise again... today onli got 1 lesson at 2DL... the class very noisy... then they very playful... but dun think i can let them slack cos their history result is not good... and if i am going to stay until mid year... i have to b responsible for their results... but i like the class la... though they gv me rubbish work... it's still a fun and lively class... =p

finally got the chance to talk to jer wen... then ya i am suppose to take over 5 classes... 1BN, 1FG, 1RP, 2DL and 2IT... tml going 2IT for the first lesson... wonder wad will happen...hopefully a more quiet class... if not i will have to scream every lesson le... haha~ and finally noe wad exactly i am suppose to teach... but quite scary la... cos for sec 1 history they are doing project work... and i have to read all their proposal, teach them skills and all those things tt we did during our pw in JC... worst still i have to grade them... and this is going to affect their overall result at the end of the year... *pengz* hopefully i can do a good job?

siyun... dun b upset k? just ignore those ppl... and i believe u can do it very well... we shall work hard together k? haiz... being a teacher can b quite stress also ya... so ppl dun think we are earning easy money k? but it's still a good experience la...

gtg le... very tired... this few days not feeling very well... esp at nite... must rest le... if not have to tk MC liao... cindy will b coming down chung cheng tml... so will have ppl to accompany me and siyun... cindy u can come anytime after 9.40... i onli got one lesson at 8.40... cya~ and nitez~

well second day teaching in chung cheng... well it's still quite slack la... very bored in the office... i dunno read how many times of the text and reference book le loh... but still i am thinking of a good way to teach them... i think the previous method is not very effective... cos they realli very noisy... then must think of another way to attract their attention... though i STILL dunno which class i am suppose to take over... haiz... ...

haha~ and i think i havent get use to b a teacher... u noe wad... today i happily (or actually very sleepy.. trying to wakie by listening to my mp3) walk in... then a guy ( i dunno hu is he la)greeted me... then i realli got a shock loh... cos today is onli my second day and i dun think i taught him loh... haha~ so have to b careful at all times... if not ppl think i dao...

went 2DL today... at first they very happy to c me cos they tot no need to have lesson... until i told them tt they are suppose to hand in a piece of work for me then they are like "huh... dun wan leh... ... ..." keep talking and persuading me hopefully i will change my mind la... BUT too bad la i still ask them to do and summary or mindmap (in groups) for me... then some hor realli think i am stupid loh... doing their chinese... geography homework under the table... come on loh... they forget tt i was a student b4... so all these tricks no kick loh... haha~ then i "confiscate" them and ask them to work la...

but overall this class is still quite okie... at least better than the classes i went yesterday... then got 2 councillors in the class also... but aiyo cannot make it... when i ask them to do the mindmap cum summary for me... one of them reading story book (section 3 one somemore... and she still dare to say she remember me) and the other one (section 6) copying homework!!! but still i enjoy teaching them (or actually talking to the class la)... then they keep trying to guess my age, ask me if i prefer jay chou, JJ or wang leehom (u guys shld noe the ans) and all those stuff... ask for my email and autograph???!!! but i onli gv them my email la... cos they wanna add me in friendster? *dotz*

overall the 2 days in chung cheng still quite okie... just tt staying in office is REALLI BORING!!! if u all free can come and visit me... i onli got one (or mayb not even one!!!) lesson tml... so it will b rather sian la... enjoy talking to the kids... though i dun like the canteen food AT ALL... miss the food when i was in secondary sch... i think even ny food nicer loh... but lucky got siyun la... so life is much better w frens ard... Zzz le... very tired... just now still go and teach tution... lucky the kid very clever today... haha~ nitez...

Teaching day 1

heyhey... today first day working in chung cheng... well everything is still quite okie... just tt it's still a bit blur and i am still not very sure wad am i suppose to do... meaning dunno which class i am taking etc... ...

ya... teaching history quite stressful... no matter wad... i have not been touching on history for 2 years plus plus??? somemore i teaching sec 1 and 2 history (lotsa reading to b done) haha~ but lucky still got some impression la... so hopefully can teach well... just finishing reading "the syonan years: surviving the horrors of war"... tml teaching sec 2 history... and somemore the teacher wont b there so i have to realli jia you le... *praying*

today's classes are super noisy... aiyo long time nv talk to kids... realli think got generation gap le... their jokes not funny at all and i think they are rather childish and rude... but well... have to endure loh...

went for contact time also... then the new principal showing us all the stastics regarding O level results... well all i can say is actually our year is not bad... most of them are above or within expection... *proud* btw i dun have a table yet... my "office" super big loh... staff lounge... but it's rather wierd and distracting(due to the 2 sofa, tv and radio set...) so i move down to level 1 staff room and share table with siyun for the time being... though i think quite inconvenient la... but at least got ppl to accompany me... ms ng... pai seh huh... hee~

okie la... gtg go slp le... have to wakie early le... if not like today like tt... miss stop... suppose to go bugis w siyun to meet marcus and hao ting... end up we alighted at city hall and walk back again... haha~ and we also met shuqi ya... but too bad dun have the chance to chit chat... haiz... hope tt we can meet realli soon ya? Zzz... byebye...

... ... have to retype again... dunno wad's wrong with the computer again... haiz... so this entry w b a shorter one... wanna slp le...

ya... i quit my job in IRAS already... so no longer a tax officer... sad sad... my card holder no use le... haha!~ but ya at least i dun have to worry abt which job to choose... since i have decided to teach in chung cheng... must try to gv my very best... no matter wad i am an ex-student there ma... so must maintain a certain standard... hee~

then call mr soon to confirm some stuff... ya... then i told him i will go back sch to tk the text... but the thing is there are apparently no teachers to help me except one of them whom dunno how to help me also... cause she dunno anything... haiz~ so have to wait till mon then can look at the text le... aiyo so long nv touch history le... somemore no text to revise first... haha~ i am just wondering wad am i suppose to do during mon lesson... cant intro for 1 hr right??? haiz... dunno la... hope mon will b fine loh... haha~

tml going tution... Zzz leh... haiz... and going my grandma's hse at bukit panjang... cause she not feeling very well so ya must go and visit her... and if possible... go shop for clothes... i think my clothes are either too kiddy or too mature... so ya... will c how's everything tml...

IRAS VS Relief Teaching...

well i dunno if i shld b happy or sad la... today is my first day working in IRAS as Clerical Officer... everything is fine... the people there are friendly... many friends there also... overall it's a good experience and nice feeling... but the lecture (or actually is the training session) is very boring and dry... but the thing i am afraid of is the answering of fone calls etc... i hate to handle nasty people... and i scare tt i gv them the wrong info or not able to react during tt period of time... somemore govt thing... gv wrong things sure will have lotsa prob one... and all the conversations will b recorded... this is the onli thing i am afraid of... the rest shldnt b a prob at all... got people to eat w me... and today is realli fun... first time working got so many people to eat with me... and i think this job will look good on my resume in the future...

but the sad thing is today i also got an offer frm chung cheng to go back to teach history... rather wierd la... cause i long time nv study history le... but i think it's a good chance to realli let me experience teaching and decide if i realli wanna persue teaching as my career in the future... so actually i am rather happy to get this offer... but i am also very sorry to melissa and liting... cos we are suppose to work together and i noe melissa is not very interested in the frontline job such as handling calls and enquires... but now i leave bcos i got this offer... (though i may also quit after i try the answering call part... cos i think it's rather tough... but still ya) HEY MELISSA AND LITING... i am sorry ya... pai seh for leaving after the first day of work... ...

ya... then melissa will b accompanying me down tml to hand my resignation form... realli thanks for not being angry w me and still accompany me... hope everything will b fine... this is not the first time i got a "better" job after i have accepted one le... hope tt i wont regret and i can realli enjoy teaching and let me decide if i shld realli teach in the future or not... and will b going down chung cheng tml to get ready all the stuff and etc... after tt alumni meeting at city hall... gonna b a tired day tml... *praying tt everything will b fine tml*