ARGHZ...

i am so angry with myself...

at times i realli hate myself for being nice to my frens... even if i am angry with them i will not say anything and act as if nothing happen...

when i got lotsa things troubling me... i dunno wad to do but to sit at one corner and keep quiet... (which many people thought i am having mood swings)

my dear frens... please dun ever say that u all noe me well... cos none of u will be able to do so... even i also dun understand myself at times...

i hope that in the near future i dont have to keep everything to myself and i can just say anything tt i feel and want... i realli hope this day will come...

went dinner with felicia and steph... long time since we last meet each other ya... =)

have dinner at kenny rogers...
think i didnt have that for more than 2 years... same as long john silver... today i have tt for lunch...

the last time i go these 2 places is when i am in J2 ba... due to some reason or another i didnt dare or feel like going there for meals... but ya... finally i "overcome" it and step into these 2 places today...

today chris make me very guilty... though it's just a minor comment... but i realli quite "affected" by it... cos he say i very spendthrift la... though steph and felicia dun think so when i tell them =x

so from today onwards i shall TRY to make better use of my money and stop my "shop-as-if-there-is-no-tomorrow" shopping spree le... and also at the same time... plan my expediture and stop using money as if they are useless paper... =x

however... i still wan to clarify... u all shld noe i dun realli spend a lot everytime rite? though i love to buy cds and accessories... but i dun go to expensive salons, i dun buy lotsa branded clothes and bags

AND i used to survive with my pathetic $160 tuition fee... and ya... i am not that spendthrift as wad chris think right? just tt now i got this job and more allowance to spend so i tend to spend a bit more than usual...

and i told fion wad is troubling me for the past few weeks... but gal... just act as if nothing happen ya... and i am sorry tt i didnt tell shirui abt tt... cos i realli dun wan many people to know and feel weird about it...

okie... tt's all for the day... time to go Zzz... my voice is getting worse ( i know fion is going to scold me for eating long john =x) cya~

BEFORE I START BLOGGING... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SIYUN!!!

my weekend quite high sia... round 2 of my "shop-as-if -there-is-no-tomorrow" shopping spree cum siyun bdae celebration... =)

SAT
BUT But but... this time is not as bad as the previous time k... i didnt spend all my salary away... and in the first place i havent get my pay yet... =x and and and in the first place... i dun spend tt much every month...

went sakae with my parents and bro after work... i got craving for Japaneses food ever since i start working loh... but i simply dun have time to go sakae with them due to all my chiongster frens and colleague...

after that went shopping... buy some clothes so that i wont b repeating that same few outfit every week... spend another $130++... and when i was on my way out... pass shiseido and spend another $160 on tonner and moisturiser... =x the eye shadow is SUPER NICE loh... $50... but i didnt buy... i must think of my expenditure for the rest of the month ya... hee~

SUN
siyun bdae celebration... went new york new york for lunch... the food there is quite nice... serving is quite big too...

after that... SHOPPING TIME... the gals bought quite a number of things ya... as for me... i onli bought 2 necklaces... =x

okie... time to flood u all with fotos...

their menu...

one of wallpaper there...

me and shuqi...

siyun, zixin and me...

me and our bdae gal... =)

siyun, cindy and me...

shuqi, cindy and me...

see no evil, hear to evil, speak no evil... =x


okie... seemed that blogger dun allow me to post more pix... shall try again tml...

Hi all!!!

my horoscope says tt i will be quite broke this month... =x

reason?!


http://www.sonybmg.com.tw/pop/leehom/2006dvd/2006dvd.php

concert dvd... muhaha!!! my leehom!!! hee~

and not forgetting my jolin autograph tt i got yesterday... the fotos too ugly le la... dun show u all... as for the video... though a bit small but i think it's almost perfect... shall upload to youtube and show u guys some other day... most of my colleague saw just now le... =)





found my mp3 in the office... heng har... i left it in the office yesterday... sotong me left it at the cpu and happily go training le... *smack myself*

so scared tt i lost it loh... though this mp3 player of mine is no longer new and advance... but i realli treasure it ya... it accompany me a lot of nice and sad time...

okie... gotta work tml... cya~

woohoo... just came back from marina square with cindy... went jolin's autograph session... =)

reach there at 730pm... the thing starts at 8pm...

guess wad time did i manage to get her autograph?

u all wont believe it...

i got it ard 8.15pm-8.20pm... haha~ super fast right?

hee~ sharon always got her way =)

and steph... i manage to get ur cd autographed too... =)

photos wise not very clear... but the video is good sia... cos i am in the first row... (after those fan club and VIP who are in front of the barrier)...

hmm ya... i reach at 730pm and i am in the first row... =p

shall upload them tml or sat ba... time to zzz le...

btw siyun... dun b guilty or wad ya... i will cya on sun... =) rest well and take care...

and ya... my blog hit the first 10,000... wow no bad sia... hee~

just heard SHE new song through 933...

their new song is called "ring ring ring"...
oh man... reminds me of my work loh... esp the mv... they wear headsets like wad i use to wear during work... =x

anyway... that's the link to watch the mv...

http://www.yes933.sg/av.htm

nothing special in work today... just tt i got lotsa forms to escalate =x

it's fun to help to clear queue... fion is asked to login to another ID to help to take down particulars and stuff like tt to clear queue... and she will transfer calls to us if we can handle instead of asking the rest to call back later... it's fun... at least keep me awake? hee~

and not forgetting my loving colleagues... i loves gossiping with them ya... so fun... though i noe it's not very nice to gossip... but ya... it add colours to my life... the moment i thought of liling's incident huh... i cant stop laughing... haha~

tomorrow going marina square with cindy (and siyun?)... go and see Jolin... hee~ didnt manage to get the tickets for her showcase in zouk today... so tml will b a compensate for me ba... it will be even better if i win z pop tickets... haha~ tempted to buy tickets but i shall not do tt... i dun wish to forgo the chance to see my leehom =x

cya~

i realli must admit that i am old le...

used to ton for nights and remain high...

now ton for a night and i need days to recover... ya and dun forget i still gotta work...

having training these few days... (still picking up calls without training) hmm though at times quite boring la... but dun forget that i have a group of loving colleagues who knows how to self entertain... hee~

besides the 6 of us... there is actually another group of people undergoing the same training as us... and u can realli see the difference between "the young VS the old"

the topics we talk about are different... for egs... the "older" group will spend their time discussing cases that they handle or encountered, how to calculate interest, EMV cards etc etc...

as for us... we will be thinking of what to eat later, talking about our part time jobs, playing with my pencil case accessories ( ya... the gorilla on my pencil case is the male lead for chris "touch u back" joke), gossiping about say kheng's (aka our trainer) accounts and her transactions... blah blah blah...

i am sure u all can see the difference between the 2 groups ba...

today we learn about a new system and calculation of interest... omg... the calculation of interest is so tedious... we need to calculate every single transaction ya... and the moment we got the answer ( no matter it's right or wrong), we will b screaming/ nagging/ complaining... ...

aiya... in other words... we simply cannot keep quiet... =p

let's just pray hard that we dun receive much of these calls ya... i think i will take half a day to calculate it... (haha~ a bit too exaggerate =x)

okie... time to go Zzz... my face got lotsa pimples... *sobz*

i thought it's time to go to work when my alarm rang just now...

super shag now... ziyun send me an email asking me to spot 2 beautiful women... which actually is bluff people de la... a old woman scary face appear... normally i will scream de... but today after the lag time... i simply got no reaction at all... haha~

wonder how am i going to sleep later... i mixed up day and night le... ARGHZ!!!

HI ALL...

yesterday is a crazy day for me... realli enjoy myself... BUT i am super tired now... cos i didnt sleep at all... =x

have lunch with fion, shannon, shirui and chris at plaza sing...

headed to paradiz for karaoke session... OH MAN!!! the guys are SUPER ENTERTAINING!!! until now i still cant stop laughing when i watch the video i recorded... hee~ and the songs they sing very different style de...

impressive sia... like tt very difficult to describe... tell u all more when we meet up ya... =)

me and fion...

chris and thomas... haha~ look at their expression... duh... btw they are not singing then... =x

shannon, shirui, fion and me... =)


after karaoke the 4 of us (fion, shirui, thomas and me) went back to plaza sing for dinner... have a good time chatting and laming there ya... =) i seemed to miss lotsa fun ya... cos they rot until very late...

anyway... second half of my programme... went councillor gathering after dinner... the attendance is quite good ya... went marina bay... have bowling after steamboat... ( of cos i didnt eat there la... my dinner is super filling...) haha it's always nice to meet up this group of people...they nv fail to make u HIGH...

me, yong ernn and cindy... still waiting for the rest to send me the grp fotos)


u all should see how arthur bowl sia... it's a waste of money... one of his most funny action is to do push-ups and use his head to roll the bowling ball la... *dotz*

we end bowling abt 1 plus... then wensheng suggest tt we go Simpang Bedok for prata...

me, wensheng and kenny... first time drinking "dinosaur"... it's actually ice milo with milo powder and lychee... nice... (paiseh... i look a bit shag in the picture... this is one of the "better ones"... dun forget it's already very late)


we continue to chat there until 5am... we simply talk abt anything tt we think of la... and ya... we went back chung cheng for a walk... and after sending xiao jun home ( tampines) we went geylang for soyabean and you tiao... =x

yupz... so u all can imagine wad time i reach home hor... i reach ard 630am... and ya... my mum was shocked when she see me just reach home la... (cos i told her i going home soon when i saw at bowling alley there... which is ard 1am... =x)

after bathing and rotting went tuition... i seriously dunno wad i am teaching loh... dotz... like a zombie... haha~

okie... i shall stop now... my brain is realli not functioning very well... cya~

went to watch movie with shirui yesterday... this is the first movie after my exam?! hee~ have a nice talk with her at KFC b4 the movie... =)

overall not bad... just tt the ending qutie disappointing...

4 out of 5 popcorns... hee~

today is our first day training... omg... so boring... and we are sitting right at the back... make me so sleepy sia... and so many notes loh... waste paper... as if we will bring home to read la... i simply throw everything in the office... =x

and blur sharon forgot to bring her hp out today... ya again... life without fone is horrible...

looking forward to tml k box session... and if i can make it on time... councillor gathering at marina bay... =)

shift or not to shift...

today i receive the email asking if the 6 of us wanna join the shifters... meaning work at weirder hours and earn more... gotta work 6 days concurrently and have 2 off days...

ya i decided to join in le... though my father still quite reluctant to let me do that... but the power of money... i still wanna go for it... =p so frens pls take note of that ya... i may gotta work on weekends in august...

i am happy with $6.80/hr la... but got $8.50/hr y not right? and plus OT and things like tt... oh man... it's so tempting...

and somemore by august all my frens will start sch le... wont b free to accompany me anymore...as for tuition... my tutee need to suffer for 1 month le... =x

training actually start from this week... just that we wont be attending all lessons... cos we did that last time... so this means tt we will b picking up calls and attending lessons at the same time... depending on the schedule...

went to sign documents this morning... hmm the people attending lesson looks VERY MATURE... we are like kids la... but still we are more "senior" than them... haha~

okie... tt's all for today... just wanna update u all about my upcoming weird weird schedule... cya~

cindy i dun mind going for the councillor gathering ya... i tot nobody from our batch going... sat i going k with my colleagues... so dunno will rot until wad time... hee~ will keep u updated... =) siyun going?

i shall treasure this week...

cos after that i will b undergoing another 3 weeks of training with li ling, shannon, serene, chris and thomas...

like wad i told u all last time... they choosing some people to another department handling more challenging and sickening calls...

ya... i am one of them... =x

i will definately miss the rest... esp fion and shirui... we have lotsa enjoyable time crapping and laming in the fish tank...

looking forward to this week's activity ya... fri going for movie and sat going karaoke... =)

i think everyone of us quite affected by this decision... actually i dun mind going there... just tt i dun like the feeling of being separated...

photo tt we took last sat... =)


cya~

got this from fion's blog...

10 Favourites Favourite

Colour: black, white, pink, purple, blue and red ba...
Favourite Food: ALOT! Japanese food, Thai food, my mum's cooking and my own cooking...
Favourite Song: i am sure my frens wont wan me to list out everything ( cos it will take ages)... currently fav song is fan wei qi - wo men de ji nian ri
Favourite Movie: quite a lot... as long as not tt kind of lousy storyline will do...
Favourite Sport: bowling, cycling and kayaking...
Favourite Season: all except summer... cos i will get sun burn...
Favourite Day of the Week: friday
Favourite Ice Cream Flavour: choco mint
Favourite Book: Tuesdays with Morrie
Favourite anime/cartoon: pooh and hello kitty =x

Currents
Current mood: sleepy
Current clothes: nyjc orientation tee and shorts...
Current desktop: jolin
Current toe nail colour: The Face Shop's "Vampire Red"
Current time: 3.07pm
Current Annoyance(s): gonna work tml!!! i havent rest enough
Current thought: what should i do after this...
Current girlfriend/boyfriend: still searching...
Current book you are reading: sad to say after tt 2 books tt i borrow after exam... i nv read any books le... =x

Firsts
First Best Friend: suddenly dun rem is which one... a few names flash through my mind...
First Crush: in primary sch de... aiyo dun put here... ltr if my pri schmate saw very paiseh... he is a nice guy jiu dui le...
First Movie: must be some action movie ma... when i am still a young girl girl... with my parents...
First piercing: when i saw very young... think b4 pri sch ba... my mum is clever enough to let me pierce then... cos i dun think i dare to do it now
First lie: pri sch... i spend all my pocket money on ice cream but i told her i spend them on proper meal... my mum found out when my teacher talk to her about this...
First music: some oldies ba... since young i can sing oldies well... haha
First car: still waiting for one...
First handphone: Motorola one... the model i dun rem le... but is a good fone during tt time... got voice mail and wap service... though i dun realli use them... if u wanna noe how it looks like can go k and look at elva yi ge ren de jing cai mtv... hee~

Lasts
Last cigarette: think tt's the last thing i will do...
Last drink: alcohol: since tt time go chinablack with fion and steph... just drank my honey red dates tea
Last car ride: came back from tuition...
Last crush: haha~ u think i will tell u? my clever frens... u all noe i dun say out de rite?
Last movie seen: Underworld... next movie will b pirates and the caribbean ba... =)
Last phone call: home
Last CD played: leehom gai shi ying xiong...

Have You Evers
Have you ever dated one of you best friends: Nope.
Have you ever broken the law: Jay walk...
Have you ever been arrested: Nope
Have you ever skinny-dipped: Nope
Have you ever been on TV: ya... in channel 8 news when i saw in sec 1... but is background... then the rest is all those variety show and autograph session... the most paiseh one should b the cnny... tt time they have the interview with me and they broadcast it during cca recruitment... so paiseh la...
Have you ever kissed someone you didn't know: no...

5 Things You Are Wearing:
1. spects
2. clothes
3. bracelet
4. hair band
5. ear ring

4 Things You Have Done Today:
1. tuition from 10 to 1130
2. lunched with my parents and bro at some xing hua restaurant
3. pack my room
4. singing to myself...

3 Things You Can Hear Right Now:
1. 933 - playing SHE's new song... chu dian
2. My dad's singing
3. and my own singing... haha

2 Things You Can't Live Without:
1. family and friends
2. music

4 Things You Do When You Are Bored:
1. listen to music
2. surf net
3. watch tv
4. day dream

today is an enjoyable day for me... though work is quite pek cek... okie melissa mention tt all my blog entry is about work... i shall stop ya...

oh man... fion... i suddenly think of SHE's lian ren wei man... =x and chris mtv... haha

i realli have to thank melissa for accompanying me today... went k lunch after work... dunno izzit bcos i am hungry or wad... the food super nice... and ya... the room super big... i think can allow all the 12 of us to go sing loh... somemore got 3 mics when there are onli 2 of us... =x though i think i sound horrible today... sorry melissa... =x

then went national stadium... to watch national day parade preview... =)

on our way there...

look at the crowd...



i'm sure u noe wad is this?

melissa...

and me...

various performances...


















actually i still got quite a number of photos... but blogger is not very friendly today... shall update again... =)

one word to describe my day

H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E!!!

not because of nasty customer but simply i am too bored and tired...

work is okie... just tt there is realli not much calls to keep me awake and entertain...

the news saying tt we may be spilt into 2 grps next week makes me feel even worse... they are going to pick some "better ones" to handle more challenging calls... though i believe i wont be one of them... the feeling tt we will b separated make me feel quite disturbed...

the bus journey to my tutee hse is horrible too... nv feel so uncomfortable taking bus with someone i noe...

can u imagine... NO CONVERSATION THOUGHOUT THE WHOLE JOURNEY (except a "bye")... listening to our own mp3... truely speaking... i cant wait to alight...

should i spend 1 hour travelling... having to stand throughout the journey but feeling more comfortable or spend half an hour travelling with seats throughout the journey but 15 mins of the time facing someone i noe but dunno wad to talk about???

and even my tutee give me trouble... i think she is too tired to listen to me... have a hard time teaching her... and i also feel like screaming at her when i realise tt she is not doing her work properly... though this is not the first time tt she is not paying attention... BUT i am in a realli bad mood...

haiz... realli feel like going k box!!! i seriously need a channel to vent my anger and unhappiness... but everyone is so packed with work and activities... mayb u all will find me singing in an ulu outlet tml... =(

my mum just nag at me... just bcos i didnt have my dinner... oh man... i am feeling bad enough... though i noe i shld scream at her...

hi all... i am in the office now... =)

so nan de i got internet access today so i shall blog now... (hopefully they wont b able to trace the websites tt i visit ya...)

super bored now... watching bai fen bai and slacking with fion and company... hee~ oh man... someone just shift the tv to her side... i cannot see le... =(

got a super disgusting case today... a customer call in to check the card status of his sup card... BUT the prob is tt is a debit card!!! how to issue sup card?!

%*%($&%*^&

waste my time loh... i have been emailing various departments for the whole morning till now loh... ARGHZ!!! when i noe the card is a debit card i almost fainted...

fion finally collect her campus card at the reception today... i wonder how come the company hire them to b at the reception counter... not friendly at all... it looks as if fion owe them money or wadsoever...

thomas and i also applied for visa mini today... haha~ we just print the form and submit in the tray... shall HFC the card too... hee~ wonder how many days they need... =)

1 more hour to go... Zzz... cya!

as usual i am tired...

got a super duper disgusting case today... and it's not my case... is pei ying and not pei yin... and tt whoever pei ying is no longer working here... so dotz la... hate talking to those "angela" aka "ah tiong" aka "pop rop cop"... *faintz*

and the other one which is also not my case... but i decided to handle it cos i realli dun wanna "waste my time"...

but siyun and cindy brighten up my day ya =)

ask them out for dinner... at toa payoh bubble tea shop...

fion!!! we can go there for lunch next time... the food there quite nice... hee~

and gals (esp perfect 5)... i can always ask u all out for dinner or gathering k... u all sound as if i can onli ask u all out when i got something important to announce... haha~

and so sorry if i disappoint u all... i REALLY dun have anything to announce... =p

okie... time to Zzz...

anyway happy 1 month... yes... i have manage to survive in UOB for one month... =) 2 more to go...

super tired... =(

suppose to have tuition today... end up i missed the stop...

by the time i wakie is almost eunos le... sianz...

sotong me... cya~

hihi !!!

before i start blogging about other things... let me clarify... though i spend a lot on sat... but is bcos of the ear ring ma... and tt one is share share with my mummy... if not i onli spend $300+ okie... haha~ must clarify cos i get lotsa "scoldings" and "exclaimation marks" from many people today... (look at my tagboard... omg)

today is shannon bdae... we have a super last min celebration...

have lunch at swensen... hee~ we realli noe how to enjoy life ya... =)


li ling's

shannon's...

fion's...

last but not least... mine =)

yummy... hee~

happy bdae to shannon... hee~

and round 2 celebration... we bought a cake and celebrate in stuff lounge... hee~ johann and alvin so onz... i asked them to act as if they wanna do debrief... and yupz... they very ai yan loh... hee~ so funny... =p they even "scold" shannon about time sheet and stuff... haha~

some random fotos... the view from my office...




and ya... a closer look of my beloved watch... hee~


shuqi's entry make me start to think of the stars i have met before... shall try to list how many i remember...

mediacorp: fann wong, zoe tay, ann kok, desmond Koh, jacelyn tay, thomas ong, chen han wei, chen yu yun, christopher lee, tay ping hui, kym ng, brian wong, fiona xie, bai wei xiu, chen xiu li, zhou chu ming and some others la... not so significant de... =x

singers wise... a mei, leehom, elva, jolin, coco, yanzi, landy, SHE, ENERGY, FIR, wilber, angela, stella, zhang feng qi, tong en, jiang mei qi, gig leong, JJ lin, eason, tanya... and some other not worth mentioning... =x

wow kinda think of it... it's quite a lot ya... =) okie i am bored... =x

cya~

anybody wanna guess how much i spend yesterday???

my parents and bro comment that i am spending as if there is no tomorrow...

my shopping result slip...

1. $62 on 2 pairs of shoes... URS and Charles and Keith... one for myself the other one for my mum... =)

2. $31.80 on body shop... bought the passion fruit body scrub... and body mist...

3. $21.70 in changing appetites... bought cheesecake and anmitsu... yummy... =)

4. $570 on lee hwa jewellery... bought a pair of ear ring ( for my mum and myself... share share)...
yesterday lee hwa got 50% storewide... due to some Suntec promo... and UOB credit card members another 10% (though mine is debit... the girl is kind enough to gv me tt 10%) the ear ring before discount $1200++...
actually i wanna buy another ring de... but $350(before discount $798)... too ex le... didnt buy in the end... it's very nice loh... fit me perfectly... =x
anyway now i am a lee hwa jewellery member... if u all need to buy anything can get the card from me =p

5. lastly $200 on a DKNY watch... =)
how can i miss out this right? my objective of going out yesterday is to get a new watch...
original price is $235... then she give me discount... hee~ as usual la... a metal watch... i always think it look more class to wear a metal one... =)



at first i wanna buy this one de... but the salesperson say is quite hard to maintain (cos dust can stuck in the stripe etc)... and if i nv handle with care will break into 2 =x



a bit small ya... but this is how my new watch looks like... it's one of the latest design... hee~ i will take a picture of my watch later... my parents brought my camera out... hee~ i simply love it man...

so total i spend $885.50... which is more than wad i earn... =x haha~