today is the last day of jan
which i hope is also the end of my depression
dont know why, i realised that there are certain months of the year that i will be very depressed and very mood swing

dont want to talk to people around me
dont wish to be disturb
dont wish to go out to shop
and i will be easily irritated by small little things

so if i happen to look very fierce or bo chap these few days
please pardon me
i dont mean it de
i just cant force myself to be happy when i am not
u all dont have to do anything, just leave me alone will do

went to buy sing siew's bdae present with liting after lecture today
rotted at HMV for more than 30mins,
then buy some things at body shop cause my $10 product rebate is expiring soon and then rotted at some books stall reading books regarding photoshop =x

and yah, that's how i spend my 2 hrs before liting came
(and for safety reason, i am not going to tell u all what we buy...)