What a lousy timing to be emotional!
Actually this emotion-ness had lasted for quite a number of days

There are certain things I cannot understand

A few days or a week plus or so, I got a friend who talk to me, saying that his friends wanted to see him fail, people around him wanted him to become a loser

This is logically incorrect but no doubt, I believed that in reality, there are really people who are your friends, and even your close friends, who wanted to see you fail
Or just to put it in a less evil manner, they don’t want you to fail, they just don’t want you to be better than them

There are people around who will say things to hurt you and badmouth you behind your back
I mean I don’t mind gossiping because I gossip too =x
But there is a limit to it, especially saying things that are totally incorrect

And I also don’t understand why there are people who need so much attention in their life
They needed it so much that they even “make use” of another friend to get the attention from others

Sometimes, I tell myself not to get affected or offended by these, they are just jealous or so called “心理不平衡”
But I simply can’t. I tend to take things that I heard very seriously.

However, to a certain extent, I “thank” them for hurting me
They motivate me to be a stronger and better person
I need sickening, proud people to force me to study or work REALLY hard, so that I can shut their mouth up