Received a sms from an unknown person this morning
Informing me a job opportunity and inform me to wait for the letter
If it was sent straight away after my last paper
I think I will be overjoyed
But then, it only came now
Now as in I am already working
It makes me very confused and troubled =(

I cant stop thinking about it throughout the day
Make me cant concentrate on my training sessions
Some of my colleagues can sense the uneasiness of me
And some of my friends have already kana calls from me
(paiseh yah =x)

After all the talking and serious thinking
I decided to give it a miss
I dunno if I will regret this decision or not
But to be fair to the company that I am working with now
I shouldnt be doing this kind of 偷偷摸摸的事情 and run away right?
And somemore the things they offering me is really not bad
If I havent start working I think i will resign immediately
But then after this 2 weeks (though I also understand that this is only the beginning and things might change)
I think I should stay...

Haha~ how contradicting huh?
I give up my ideal job because of a job that I accepted partly due to impulse and a job that I have been saying that i wanna quit from the day i accept the job offer
命运作弄人啊！天时地利人和真的很重要
All I can say is wrong timing loh
Mayb 我跟“它”现阶段没有缘吧

Nvm, if I really regret, I can always apply for it again next year or wadsoever right?
And somemore, I am still troubled by my tutee... how huh?
I wont want to give her the idea that i "dont want her anymore"
But then, it's really unfair to her as I cant commit during her exam period =(

Training tomorrow early in the morning
Actually it's a team building session cum party
I am looking forward to the breakfast snacks and international buffet in the afternoon =) haha (do I sound excited because of the food only? =x)