maths lecture yesterday super high...

super high?!

not me la... the lecturer super high yesterday... speaks very fast and manage to complete wad we learn in 3 mths in 3hrs time... hee~

missed his lecture ya... very funny loh... throughout the 3 hr lecture he keep running up and down... (he dun feel tired at all?!)

and the funniest thing is that he say tt "i will try to finish the questions asap as some of u have curfew..." haha~ he is the one tt have to reach home before 11pm so tt police wont write a letter to his parents??? hahaha~ *evil me*

managed to reach home by 945pm... YEAH!!! can watch da chang jin... hee~ but tonite is nice loh... but i got lecture until 10pm... *sobz* hmm edison says ltr IBM need to bring lotsa notes... i wonder if nageb can realli finish so many things in 3 hrs time...

to all JJ fans... dun scream ya... sorry cannot copy and paste... the link...

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/jjboy&article_id=3775855

改版了！！！

haha~ lucky i havent buy the previous one... =p

stats lecture yesterday... hmm quite boring... didnt learn anything new except how to use calculator to find those correlation coefficient etc... hee~ kinda feel tt i waste my time there... =x

ltr still got maths lecture in the evening... hope tt it is more condusive... dun just ask us to do qns and go through ya... =)

You Are 20% Boyish and 80% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine. You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you. A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down. But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people. You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together. Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly. People crave your praise and complements.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

Your Blogging Type is Logical and Principled

You like to voice your well thought out opinions on your blog. And if someone doesn't what you write, you really don't care! Serious and blunt, sometimes people take your blog the wrong way. But you're a true and loyal friend to those who truly get you.

What's Your Blogging Personality?

today is a GREAT DAY for me... at first i tot it will be the nitemare of the week... but apparently i enjoy myself... =)

just came back not long ago... tution in the afternoon... my tutee is SO CLEVER today!!! and i realli mean tt she is clever... no need to repeat myself and she can actually do the problem sums... *clapz*

soci lect in the evening... though i miss my 大长今 but at least i realli enjoy the lecture... the lecturer is realli fun man!!! at first i was still quite worried that he will b very strict and serious... or i cannot understand wad he is talking about... but none of these happened...

just that some people are late and their fone keep ringing... and their ringtone so wierd de... all linked to nature de... all those birds chirping and etc de... *dotz* and they smoke!!! so smelly... they think they part time students then no need to follow rules har?!

hee~ but i believe if we are totally new atudents... we wont b able to understand him without porntipa... =)

i was quite impressed that he can actually teach so many things in 3 hrs time ( somemore got 3 breaks in between)... and he is learning chinese... impressed sia...

but i was quite annoyed by a "ah tiong" for commenting tt his mandarin onli worth 6 marks... cos i think many of us can realli understand wad he is trying to say loh... act pro... think u realli professional to grade him meh =p looking forward to his nxt lesson... =)

somemore today's lecture grp is big... with ky, qm, steph, fion and pris... so fun sia!!! when lecture end all of us are like running home to watch tv la... but i onli manage to watch the last 5 to 10 mins... *sobz* and poor steph and qm have to chong with me... haha~ paiseh ya... nxt time wont chong le... not much difference... hee~

got this test frm cindy...



You're a Bernese Mountain Dog!


What Breed of Dog Are You?

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No bones about it, you're a good-hearted, people-loving Bernese Mountain Dog. Down-to-earth and loyal, no one works or plays harder than you do. You put your nose to the grindstone when it really counts, but you never neglect your social calendar. Simultaneously strong and sweet, you're very tuned-in to the feelings and needs of the other dogs you run with. Without having to be asked, you always have a helping paw to lend and a sympathetic shoulder to lean on. "Communication" is your middle name, and when that's paired with your unswerving devotion, you get a breed that everyone respects and trusts. Woof!

tution at 3pm... sianz... and the worst thing is ltr still got evening lecture... =(

ya evening... until 10pm... and there goes my 大长今... haiz... hope i wont fall asleep ltr... nv have lesson until 10pm de... somemore this whole week will b packed with lectures...

so sad tt i cannot join yong ernn for k box today... i wanna sing!!! gal... enjoy urself... =)

so bored... sianz... bye~

heyhey... very bored just now and surf mediacorp website... campus superstar releasing cd on 1st april leh... hmm wierd wierd de... and some of the songs they choose not their best song leh... and the cover quite ugly =x



Song List:
1. 暧昧/曾詠霖
2. 二十二/黄智阳
3. 解脱/史心莹
4. 星晴/黄业伦 ( i think tt's one of his worst song loh)
5. 最熟悉的陌生人/陈慧伶 (this one no matter wad song she sing also not nice... =x but y she wanna spoil my elva song...)
6. 嫁给我/黄俊辉
7. 心动/黄韵琴
8. 爱的就是你/洪裕阳 (he should sing jay's feng ma... very nice... =) though this one also not bad)
9. 再一次拥有/蔡嘉航
10.除此之外/陈义元
11. BY NOW/20强大合唱
加送VCD：
"BY NOW" MV/20强大合唱

mediacorp realli good at making money huh... hee~ so many programmes like this is going to make them realli rich... hmm so there will also b "best of superband" album??? hee~ or are they going to have a concert like the project superstar contestants???

okie... i am realli bored... still do analysis abt the album... *dotz*
tution tml morning... sianz... haiz... =(

econs revision lect & angela campus concert...

my first lecture after mock exam... hmm dun like the lecture hall... table so small... and dun realli find the revision lecture effective... cos he interpret the questions for us le... for my case... i cannot interpret the qns well... so a bit no point la... =x

after that went ntu for zhang shao han's campus concert... thanks zixin and shuqi for bringing me ard the campus and introducing me nice food... and not forgetting siyun for getting the tickets!!! hee~ our seats are great too... so near until we can have eye contact with zhang shao han... ya so it's like u are singing together with her... haha~

overall quite high... omg... she can sing live very well... i am quite impressed... sang 5 songs, namely 潘朵拉，遗失的美好， 隐形的翅膀， 真的 and 寓言... nice nice... =) anyway she will b having autograph session tml at J8 and mini concert at tampines mall on sun... steph can go... it's so near ur hse... hee~

then went canteen 2 for dinner... yupz.. liting join us too... hee~ so happy to see her... firstly long time nv see her le... somemore we can go home tog... hee~

fotos... ...






okie... gtg le... tml going preview units talk again... still considering wad i shld take sia... =p

stone grill

back frm stone grill... the food there is nice ya... =)



hee~ looks very nice rite??? oh but if u wanna eat there u must be somehow pro in cooking... cos the food they serve u is almost raw... so nice or not depends on ur cooking... =)

forget to take pix of our dessert for u guys to see... super nice ya... =) and not forgetting to thanks jeffery for getting tt 10% discount for us... and also yong ernn for the present... very nice... thanks lotsa =)


cya~

went to the coffee shop near my primary sch to eat just now... was very shocked to see one of my primary sch teacher there... i think i didnt see her for the past 8 years le ba... and i was even more shocked when she remember my name... so touched rite? but very paiseh la... cos i took quite some time to recall her name... furthermore i didnt go back and visit her for 8 years when my school is onli a 5 min walk frm home... (there is another teacher there too... who i realli cannot recall her name... =x)

and hor so happy tt actually i have quite a number of same lecture slots with fion... i tot all different... yeah!!! the more the merrier... =) cya on fri ya... hee~

meeting yong ernn and gang to "stone grill" for dinner ltr... hee~ the shop tt channel U 好吃王 recommend before... today is jeffery's last day working there... last chance to get discount... =) hopefully i can reach home on time to watch "大长今"...

finally clara is out of campus superstar... no offence but i realli think she shld improve on her singing. adriano is also out le... kinda expected... not bcos he is not good but mayb the rest and richer??? haiz... so sad... this kind of competition is so cruel... =x

haha~ i am so into watching tv programmes nowadays... crazy abt campus superstar... crazy about da chang jing... hee~ very nice... if u guys didnt watch... hurry up start watching now... not too late yet... =)

went uol units preview session... hmm make me very troubled now... dunno which modules should i choose... current situation 4 choose 3... i wanna take ICP (management: international and comparative perspectives), marketing, human resource management and LBO (law of business organisation).

which 3 choose i pick??? i am so confuse now... haiz... some may think i am kiasu... but i think i realli need to think about it cos this will affect my year 2 and 3... but certainly, choosing an easy module is not my objective... what i am more concern is the process and the usefulness of the module... no point taking something useless and scoring As for it rite?
who can help me????!!!

so man... the weather is SO HOT!!! i am going to melt soon ya... i simply dun feel like doing anything... =p

spend my morning going to the market with my mum... crabs for lunch... hee~ ya then i slack until now loh... hee!~

listening to 杨丞琳 latest album... okie onli leh... hmm mayb i need more time to get used to it ba... i think SHE's new song nicer "一眼万年"... compose by JJ...

okie la... wad am i talking abt... cya~

"感谢词"

end of my "one week 普天同庆"... time to get back to "normal life" le ya... before that... i would like to thank the following people for celebrating my birthday with me... the presents... cards... sms etc... very touched... thanks!!!

THANK YOU: yunting, jin wen, ian, liting, fion, steph, melissa, cindy, yong an, meng jiat, shuqi, siyun, zixin, sing siew, fang qian, derrick, hoon ching,priscilla... thanks people... (hope i didnt left out anybody... =) )

okie... must go tution le... auntie last min change timing... i wakie at 8+ loh... then she sms me to change to 2pm... *dotz* cya~

hihi... went marina with steph and fion yesterday... went Lerk Thai for lunch and then k box time... have lotsa fun singing with steph and fion ya... and after so long... this is the first time i go k box with fion... hee~

fotos time...




and thanks FION for the card... GOGO jiayou!!! hee~

birthday celebration with perfect 5

just came back from orchard with perfect 5... izzit the first perfect 5 gathering of the year??? hee~ went pepper lunch for dinner... ya again... the rest nv try b4 and i dun mind going there for dinner again... hee~

then to k box... pictures have to wait till shuqi and zixin upload then can post here, forget to bring my camera just now. somemore i dont have enough time to go home and take, was at suntec IT fair before that... super crowded!!! ya my bro bought a samsung laptop... oh i like the screen loh... very chio... but i am even more happy that frm today onwards, he wont "snatch" the comp with me le... =)

anyway my second bdae present of the year...


guess wad's tt???

the "blink blink" card...

dragon brand superior ginseng bird's nest with rock sugar!!! wad a long name... hee~

first time got people buy birdnest for me as bdae present... THANKS PERFECT 5!!! old people like me need to take more care of complexion... hee~

realli have lotsa fun today... thanks lotsa =) go sleep le... today's tution is horrible... so tired...

heyhey... new blogskin... search for quite some time... i think is the one of the nicer one i can find le... hope u all find it more convenient, cause i know it's quite troublesome to click to the tagborad and links... my bro always complain about my blog... hee~

okie... i am bored... =)

went orchard with yunting, jin wen and ian. at first i thought it was just a gathering but they actually buy bdae present for me... so touched sia... thanks!!!

went pepper lunch for dinner... ordered their new salmon set... quite nice... oppz... forget to take the pix of our dessert... hee~

Before:

After:

yummy yummy... =)

My First Birthday Present of the Year...



hee~ match my blog ya... butterfly... =) thanks yunting for choosing the present... =) hope to meet up again soon ya...

had lotsa fun talking and crapping with them... lotsa lame jokes... shall share with u all some time... dun think i can express myself well through blogging... hee~

but quite suay sia... i missed the last train and bus 7... but i nv take cab... waited for NR7 for quite some time... just when i was about to go atm to withdraw money... the bus came... and again... i kanna "chase" by the rats... tt's the main reason i dun like to go home late... so scary loh... =x

okie... go sleep le... byebye~

spend my whole morning watching tv and surf net... haha~

btw steph... 16 march got soci make up lecture leh... at 9 am...

and hor wanna go "preview units talk"??? on 20th and 25th march... check ur portal then u will noe wad i am talking abt le... hee~

hee~ this flower has been brightening up day my for 3 days le... nice rite? i like the smell of lily... me room smells nice now... according to steph... not many people like lily... ( ya... ppl usually like roses and sunflower)... okie... let me be the "abnormal" one then... =) (though i also dun mind blue roses and sunflower)

finally mock exam is over, though i didnt put in 100% effort studying, but it somehow affect my mood. (cos when i go out i will feel guilty) haha~ ya after 1 week... and i will start real revision... =x

have gathering with yong ernn, hou shun, alvyn (and his friends), cindy, shulian and "jeffery" (he is super late)... have a nice chat. somemore nice ambience... chit chat and eat near the swimming pool... super windy... =)

and also thanks yong ernn's mum for buying tim sum... so paiseh always let auntie pay... btw next gathering hope we can go stone grill ya... ( correct name?) somemore can ask jeffery to gv discount... hee~

Zzz... bye!!!

4 down... tomorrow will mark the end of my mock exam. Finally...

super tired...

shall enjoy myself for 1 week before i start revising... (hopefully i can realli start after tt one week) hope i can pack myself with lotsa activities for tt one week...

this coming fri: meeting ian and yun ting for dinner... jin wen coming???

mon: k box cum shopping session with fion, pris, steph, felicia and others!!!

tues: most prob going back chung cheng for drama camp... yong ernn... ur gang going back??? go back tog leh...

haha~ slacker me... all i think about is fun and play... =x

super no mood to study for stats... ...

today is a special day... cos today is MY BIRTHDAY... ( in terms of lunar year)...

hee~ i always forget about my lunar bdae... i believe most of my generation people wont rem also rite? hee~ when i was in year 2... tt time keep having drama rehearsal... then i also dun rem... when i reach home my mum prepare 鸡蛋面线 for me... so touched loh... and tt nite i reach home quite late... =x *paiseh*

soci paper... haiz... cmi... realli need a lot of perservance and determination to stay inside the hall especially when u keep seeing people ard u walking out... my surrounding almost cleared loh... then center all empty de...

i was like thinking how come i am still staying inside and write rubbish... ya so i left the hall about half an hour before the paper end with pris and fion... our steph is already outside waiting for us to end... haha~

then the crazy us (me, steph and fion) go marina cafe cartel to eat... *nice nice* hee~ a good place to talk and study... (though we didnt bring anything there to study this time) no people de loh... it looks as if we booked the whole place... and the service is good la... we like =)

and gals... dun forget our k box cum shopping on nxt mon... fion tell pris they all k??? hee~ cant wait for tt day to come... =p

To steph, yong ernn, liting, melissa and those who care about me: people... i am okie... just feel disappointed regarding some stuff... dun worry abt me... i just wan to express how i feel and to 发泄我心中的不满。。。 i will b okie soon... =)

to anonymous: firstly, hu are u huh? secondly, wad's the meaning of posting "我需要的平静 是敢回头看曾经 那些为爱患得患失的情景 我选择忘记"??? a bit no link loh...

我要快乐？

张惠妹 - 我要快乐？

又被爱伤了一遍 无所谓当作成长
刚刚走开的人 烟还点着味道却淡了
我并不是天生爱寂寞 却比任何人都多 就算把世界给我 我还是一无所有
我要快乐 我要能睡的安稳
有些人 不抱了才温暖 离开了才不恨 我早应该割舍
我要快乐 哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的 全都是假的 只有眼泪是真的
把从前想了一遍 谢谢了 伤我的人
想做乐观的人 每种雨声 听了都不冷
我并不是天生爱寂寞 却比任何人都多 就算把世界给我 我还是一无所有
我要快乐 我要能睡的安稳
有些人 不抱了才温暖 离开了才不恨 我早应该割舍
我要快乐 哪怕笑的再大声 心不是热的 全都是假的
我的决定是对的

我昨晚想了很久。。。 我已经不是以前的我了。不知道从什么时候我已经变成另外一个人了，连我自己也快要不认得了。

以前那个直爽的我跑到哪里去了？那个不高兴时会直接说出来的 sharon 为什么现在得要违背良心，不高兴还要装没事呢？

why must i act as if i nothing happen when actually i am very angry?

why cant i be the unreasonable person and start to scold or scream at the people that i dont like or when people are doing or saying things that i simply dont like!!!???

why should i be bother if they are going to get hurt or not when they dont even bother if i will be upset or not???

and why should i be bothered if my action will affect that friendship!!!??? i believe true friends should understand each other right?

感觉上我好像没什么朋友。。。 而且我也不知道谁是真心把我当朋友看待。。。 他们是在利用我吗？还是因为刚好寂寞想找个人陪？ 我常常告诉我自己，不要把朋情看的太重，但我又不想这么假的过日子，而且我相信有些人是真心想跟你做朋友的。。。 很矛盾吧。。。 who are my friends? i am puzzled now...

and to certain extent... i think i am sick... my objective of studying is no longer not to disappoint my teachers and parents but to prove those people who look down on me that i can do it... what an unhealthy way to motivate yourself to study right? especially those who think too highly of themselves... they just wait and see... even if i am not very successful... i doubt u can be any better than me...

haiz... i dont know what should i do... maybe i should just give up... wadever... and "really thanks" for spoiling my mood... maybe that's a good way to study for my soci mock exam tomorrow...
individuals are puppets in the society... we dont have choice to do what we actually want to do, society will decide for us... ...

白云岗 2006 cum movie session

hey hey... shocking to see my blogging at this hour right??? it's already 2 plus and i just reach home...

went out with my parents in the afternoon to shop shop and buy flowers... then back to nyjc to watch bai yun gang 2006...

hmm mixed feelings... i was very pek cek with some stuff... but at the same time very happy to see many familiar faces ard... and so happy tt liting manage to join us to watch... cos actually she cant make it de... lucky she come... if not waste tt $8...

didnt sit with yihui they all cos not enough seats for me and liting...by the time i go in the lecture hall all the good seats kanna chop le... then i cannot pang seh liting and ask her sit somewhere else rite... but lucky jeffery tt side got seat... if not i wonder which ulu corner i will b sitting at le loh...

though i think i shldnt compare... but i still prefer the second one... ( i believe those hu watch it will agree with me too =p) but poor jeffery was irritated by me and hou shun cos we noe the story line le... haha~

after regreting tt last year i didnt go up stage and sing 会歌 this year i was up... was shocked tt they "remix" the song la... i almost forget how to sing loh... hee~ ya then foto taking time... upload them nxt time k? i am too tired le... =)

went bedok for supper with yong ernn, alvyn, jeffery and hou shun... then... the 4 of us (yong ernn went home) went for movie... haha~ long time nv watch mid-night movie le loh... i think this is my third time... the previous 2 i think is "Queen of the Damned" and "Hide and Seek"...

hmm the movie very chim... for the first half an hour i was in total blurness... dun understand a single thing as i nv watch part 1... oh btw we watch "underworld: evolution"... thanks jeffery for explaining the story to me ya... if not i think i will fall asleep halfway... =x but some parts i find it a bit R(A) (a bit no point loh) =x

yupz... i realli enjoy myself today... though to some extent i am still angry with those "certain stuff"... brain dead le... Zzz... byebye~

hee~ there goes my first "major" examination... after a year plus... write until hand super pain sia... 3hr paper... though no content... but at least i manage to crap for 9 pages... ( but with lines in between la)... hee~

tml watching bai yun gang... hmm liting not joining le... so sad sia...

sianz... ... ... i am too tired after a 3 hr paper and 1.5hr tution session... cya~

hee~ before i start my entry...

MELISSA TAN: HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY!!!
may all ur wishes come true... and ya sorry but u have to give me more time to buy ur present... hee~

a few more hours to mock exam... ya... and yet i am blogging here... and worse still yesterday suppose to study with melissa and steph... we ended up singing in k box... and sleep after i reach home... Super guilty... but i am not going to do tt before the actual exam ya...

okie... i admit tt i am not very serious in preparing for my mock exam.. i believe many people are studying very hard for it... but ya... it's too late for me to regret le... =p

luck is all i need... hee~ i will try very hard to crap for 5 pages for tt they have something to mark =x cya!!! breakfast time... =)

a late entry...

(to read those chinese words, change encoding to unicode)
非常恐怖的一天。。。

我相信今天对有些人来说是很重要的一天。。。 it's the day that affects ur future and how people "label" u...

personally, i hate this day very much... though i am not the one getting result this year... but still i understand how all my juniors feel...

always find it so unfair tt one major examination can actually decide where u shld belong... wad u shld b doing in the future and whether u are a successful person or not... u dun even noe the reason for the success or failure... all u get is a piece of paper with "A/B/C/D/E/O/F"!!! tt's all... 我真得很讨厌这种一局定生死的“游戏”！！！

i cried just now... u all must b thinking sharon is siao... my parents got a shock... i was shocked too... until today... i still remember how worried and scared i was then...

meet perfect 5 for k box the nite before... then ton at my hse... i simply didnt sleep well tt nite... keep thinking tt wad if i fail my exam... then tt's the end le... ...

early in the morning still got tution... i dun even have the mood to teach...

meet melissa and liting at bugis... went temple to pray before going back to sch...

when i reached sch... i started crying when i heard my teacher saying tt some of my classmates didnt do well... i started crying bcos he happened to be looking at me... and i tot he was refering to me... he was shocked by my reaction and he started clarifying tt he is not refering to me etc...

my mind is totally blank... all the way until i get my result... though i never fail any subjects... didnt get any "E" grade or whatsoever... i was totally disappointed... especially with my geography...

i started crying like dunno wad... 全世界是灰色的。。。 as if it's the end of the world... i dun even bother if anyone was looking at me or not... i just started crying and crying... i cant even stand properly... and poor liting and sing siew have to comfort me though they are also quite disappointed with their result...

spend the whole afternoon singing and crying at k box... choose all those super sad songs and started singing and crying... i think tt's the day where my singing is the worst ba...

then meet cindy, kenny and royston for dinner... dun feel like eating at all... they tried very hard to comfort me but i just cant stop crying...

and still have to work the next day... how i wished i can hide at home and never step out of the hse... as long as i am alone... i started crying... i think it last me abt 2-3 weeks ba... though i appear to be okie in front of my frens, neighbours and relatives...

but wad i wanna say is that though i didnt get the grades tt i wanna get for my A Level... 我还是好好的活着。。。at first i keep thinking if i shld realli come SIM... cos i believe there will always b a group of people laughing and gossiping how badly i have done in my A Level tt cause me to "end up" in SIM...

To those people: 不要以为成功会永远跟随着你。。。(sounds evil... but hu ask them to look down on me in the first place...)

and i realli have a hard time thinking if i shld go NTU taking something tt is so ulu and i dun realli like or to go SIM and take something tt interest me...

at first i keep telling myself tt no matter wad course i get... i MUST go local uni... if not other people will look down on me etc etc... 幸好有很多人在身边鼓励我。。。 让我改变那种幼稚的想法。。。谢谢你们在我最伤心，最无助的时候陪伴着我。。。 =）

though i cannot say tt my decision is right but wad i can say is that at least until now i never regret making this decision...

sorry for all the recap... shld have blog this last year... but realli dun have the mood and courage to do it...

to all my beloved juniors hu did well: congrats and hope tt u get into the course u wan... =)
to those hu didnt do as well: it's not the end of the world... dun b dishearten... life is not just about academic results... dont give up ya =)

2 more days to mock exam... encouragement and luck is all i need... (dying soon)